Claire: the good word says that there are many faces of god.
Claire: is that what I just experienced?
Claire: he said that he'll always be watching over me.
Claire: but why me? what is so special about me? I'm just a regular girl trying to make a living in the world. Im just trying to find my way.. I am not perfect at all.
Claire: when I think of the Bible, I think of all the people that god used for his plan. for instance Noah was a drunk, but god still had a plan for him.
Claire: I have a history of self harming, there are countless times where I've felt worthless. I've thought to myself how can I be a healthcare worker and be so unhealthy mentally. no one knows how hard this fight is for me when I go home. I fight everyday not to cut, I fight myself everyday to find a reason to be worthy or feel loved and wanted. but somehow, the love that I am searching for is shown through how I care for my patients. I want to be there for them in so many ways, I just don't want them to be alone.
Claire: sometimes I feel like there is something that I have missed.. how can I have love for strangers and not enough love for myself?
Claire: how can god have faith in a person as wounded as me?
YOU ARE READING
The Good Nurse
FantasyA young nurse witnesses the passing of her dear patient. She is then visited by her guardian angel that walks beside her through this difficult time. He begins to feel for her.
