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Leng’s POV

Don’t misunderstand me—it’s not that I don’t like Ohm. To be honest, he’s the one I daydream about every minute, every second. It’s like he’s my world. You probably won’t believe me, but there was a time when he was my everything.

11 Years Ago

I was completely in love with Ohm Pawat. It’s not that anyone can avoid falling in love, but falling for Ohm was something different. He was such an amazing person that it’s hard to put into words. To me, he was perfect—an angel in human form.

One day, as I was passing by the rooftop at school, I saw him with his group teasing someone. It wasn’t just teasing; it was bullying. The boy complained to the principal, and Ohm was suspended for 10 days. I was heartbroken. I didn’t want to see Ohm like that. I believed that I could make him happy again, but as anyone in love with their crush knows, even looking at them or talking to them takes a different level of courage. Confidence. Determination. To be honest, I was a coward.

A few days later, Ohm returned to school after serving his punishment, and I was glad to see him again. Moonon, his best friend, was my way in. It was my biggest advantage. I could be close to Ohm, take quick glances, and sometimes even talk to him. But it was always just formal conversation—nothing more.

Present Day

But that’s the thing. This whole story is one-sided. I used to like him, but he never noticed me. He didn’t even know I existed. It was only because of Moonon that Ohm would talk to me. After a while, Moonon realized I had a crush on him, but he never said anything. He’s kept it quiet to this day.

When I was 22, I found out about Bad Buddy. It’s not like I didn’t know anything about Ohm—I still got all the updates from Moonon. Bad Buddy started, and I was happy for Ohm and Nanon. Nanon was literally my favorite. I used to like him a lot... yeah, I used to. You’ll understand later. At some point, though, I became jealous. Why is it that every time I deserve the one I want, they end up with someone else, out in the open, for the whole world to see? But then I thought, maybe that’s just God’s plan.

I always thought God was doing bad things to me, but no… He did bad things to Ohm too. The most heartbreaking moment came when Ohm’s bullying case resurfaced, threatening to destroy his life all over again. From that day on, I didn’t get updates from Moonon, nor did I ask for them. I completely focused on my own life, lost track of what Ohm was doing, or if he and Nanon were still working together. I just kept my distance. God only knows why.

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