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Leng was on his way to Phuket, leaving his home in Bangkok to stay with his younger sister. As he drove, his thoughts were consumed with a sense of helplessness. He knew nothing could solve his problems, yet he couldn't stop trying to justify his actions. His heart felt heavy, as though someone had squeezed it, leaving him in pain.

Leng's POV

"Ahhhhhhh… I can’t take this. Why does my heart keep hurting like this? It’s unbearable... I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to leave him. He belongs to me and only me. I’m not stupid enough to throw away 11 years of true love, even if it was one-sided, it was real,” I said to myself, my heart aching.

“He begged me to stay, but what did I do? I... I...”

I cried for half an hour, feeling the weight of my own thoughts. I wanted to speak, to vent, but it felt like no one would listen. Still, I had to release my frustration.

“I was foolish. I wanted to protect him from everything—the fans, the hate comments, the bad treatment, especially Nanon. But what did I do? I left him... I left him with Nanon. I can’t believe I did that.”

As I thought about it, I spoke to myself again.

“Leng, stop being emotional. It’s not the time or place. You’ve already made your decision. It’s done, whatever happens now is out of your hands. What you could control, you did. You wanted to save Ohm’s career, you did that. You wanted people to love him after the Ohm-Nanon drama? They will. So, stop. Focus on the positives. You’ll move on. Honestly, Ohm and Nanon are meant to be. No one truly cared about OhmLeng. The fans who supported me were just Ohm’s fans, feeling sorry for me.”

I stopped talking, breathing heavily, feeling uncomfortable, like something was happening in my heart, but I couldn’t pinpoint what it was.

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Ohm's POV

It had been three weeks since I last heard from Leng—no calls, no messages. It felt like he had disappeared. When I heard about him from Moonon, my heart sank. I felt like I’d lost my purpose. Without him, there was no happiness. No smile. But why? Why was I feeling like this? He was just my co-actor, nothing more. I had never felt like this before.

As I was lost in thought, Nanon walked in, wearing his black night suit.

“Hey, Nanon. What are you doing here? We don’t have a schedule today,” I said, surprised.

“Isn’t this my home?” Nanon replied with a smirk.

“I mean, I bought this place, so it’s technically mine, but you’re welcome to think of it as your home too since we’re friends now,” I responded, my words not coming out the way I wanted.

Nanon closed the distance between us, and I suddenly felt uneasy.

“Ohm, everything that’s yours is mine, you know. We used to be inseparable. OhmNanon, we loved each other—body and soul. We still do, don’t we?”

“We do... but only as friends. Nothing more. Things have changed. Please, I don’t want to talk about it.”

I was stunned when Nanon suddenly kissed me. It was just like the time he had left me because of my bullying scandal. And now, he wanted me back? No. This wasn’t right. I pulled away, walking toward the kitchen to get some water.

“Here. Drink this water, and get out of my house now,” I said, trying to control my anger.

“What the hell, Ohm? What’s wrong with you?” Nanon snapped.

“No, what’s wrong with you? You wanted to leave me, and now you want to kiss me? What about my feelings? My emotions? My heart? You treat me like a toy. I don’t have feelings, do I? Nanon, get out. And as soon as this shoot is done, get out of my life too.”

Nanon glared at me. “Do you really think I’ll listen to you? You bastard, get on your knees right now!”

“GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE!” I shouted.

As I was yelling, my phone rang. I almost threw it across the room, but when I saw Moonon’s name, I answered quickly.

“Yes, Moonon?”

I could hear sobbing on the other end, and my heart dropped.

“Moonon, what happened? Where are you? Tell me, I’m coming.”

There was no response, just more sobbing.

“Moonon, please stop crying. You’re strong. Tell me what happened.”

“Leng…”

I froze. “What happened to Leng? Where is he? Moonon, please tell me where he is?”

“Leng…” Moonon’s voice trembled.

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Sorry for the delay in updating! I’ve been really busy with my college admission process, but I finally managed to update. I hope you liked it! Comment your thoughts and keep supporting!

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