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WANTING

- y/n, she is so pretty.
He said eyes shining brightly just looking at the picture of her cat.
- do you any have pets?
- nah, I have been wanting a cat as well but...
He sighed.
- she is allergic, I could never get one when I lived with my parents.
- tough luck, maybe one day, right?
- I'll just come visit you and play with pepper instead.
- you can.
She said with thinking about it.
- really, I can?
- yes, why not?
- you have to give me your address and your phone number.
- when we head out.
- yes...
He whispered.
- ok let's finish this like I said already.


Soon enough she was done with the adjustments to the outfits.
- alright, all I have to do is to fix whatever needs fixing, but I'll do that tomorrow.
- how many more outfits are left for the adjustments?
- two, the other ones are in Changmin's hands, that' s why he needed the measurements.
- cool, I need to go to workout once I get out of here.
He pointed while getting dressed.
- shit, I'm going home to shower, to eat whatever I can find in my fridge, to a glass of wine, and cuddle up with pepper on my bed until I pass out.
- so no boyfriend?
- I did had one of those at some point but I gave up.
- why?
- he is a model, so he thought that fact gave him the right to have more than one woman at the time.
- what an asshole.
- is ok, we didn't mesh together anyway.
She said shrugging her shoulders.
- he didn't deserve you beautiful.
He said out loud, she looked at him, he threw her a wink.
- are you dressed again sir? Because I'm ready to go.
Y/n had already grabbed her things, she was just staring at him.
- you have a nice view of my ass now.
He joked.
- I know, it could not get any better.
- I'm put back together, ah yes your phone number.
He said pulling his device out.
- Jungkook if your girlfriend finds my number, on your phone, will that start a fight?
- no, she already knows about you.
- when did you tell her?
- she asked when we ran into each other earlier.
- goodness, why does that make me scared?
- please don't be.
His hand moved to the back of her neck squeezing it softly.
- alright now, if she comes at me I'll punch you again.
- if she dares to come at you I will let you punch me.
He pulled her closer suddenly, her heart dropped for an instant, when he leaned closer.
- what are you doing?
- I missed you so much.
He kissed her forehead, quickly pulling back.
- come on let's get out of here friend.
She nodded with smiled at him but with the smile she felt her heart slipping away with him.
They said their goodbyes in front of the building and they went their own way.
- I'm fucked...
Jungkook admitted to himself feeling the heaviness of his decision weighing his heart down.
- I waited eight years before I took the decision of dating someone else, and now you show back up.
He felt his heart tearing up apart.
- there is nothing I can't do right now but to own up, man up and live with the choices I made.
He made his way back home, but something deep inside him wanted to turn around and follow y/n home, that was home, with her.
Y/n made her way home as well which wasn't too far away from work, for the she was thankful everyday, but specially today.
- it was an exhausting day and not from work, having him in here, in front of me, it's going to take everything in me not to do something irresponsible.

She opened the door of the house walking inside the empty apartment, the only living being waiting for her was the cat, pepper.
Why did she walk through the door and her imagination ran wild, she could see Jungkook living with her, him waiting for her at home, jump in his arms, kiss him, hold him, fuck in every flat surface in the apartment, and the not so flat one too, she would bend over the couch for him to take her, like a wild animal, fuck her until she could not walk, shower together and lay down with him, sleep in his arms to recharge her and exhausted body, with his love and care.

- why Jungkook, why did you have to come back into my life, to turn my life upside down?
She brought both hands to the sides of her head.
- what am I going to do?
She said before making her way to her bedroom.
- let me wash up.

Jungkook made it home, as he opened the door Amber jumped in his arms.
- baby, you are home.
- what the heck?
- you just saw me a while back.
- but I missed you.
- I missed you too, are you drunk?
He pulled back to look at her.
- where did you get alcohol Amber?
- someone gave it me.
- who is someone? You are completely wasted.
- maybe it was Hanbin, who gave me alcohol.
She giggled.
- what kind of manager is he?
- the best one out there.
- if you say so.
Jungkook said with sarcasm.
- let's put you to bed Amber.
- but I want to spend time with you baby.
She said nuzzling onto him.
- why do you smell like men's perfume Amber?
- he carried me upstairs.
She said between giggles.
- did he now?

Jungkook had a bad taste in his mouth after hearing those words coming out of her mouth.
- finally...

He sighed deeply after she finally had fallen asleep.
- goodness I'm so tired.
He got dressed, then he went for a run.
- I needed this run, but I also need a cold shower, because the only thing in my mind is her, why can't I stop thinking about her, why?
He said out loud.
- they way she looked at me, like I'm the only man in the world, like Im the only who can claim her as mine.

In the morning Amber woke up to an empty bed.
- where is he?
She wondered but found a not on the bedside table.

Jungkook...

I hope the hangover isn't too bad, drink plenty of water and take the aspirin I left on the bedside table, I had to go back for the last fitting, I don't know what you got going with your agency or your manager but giving you that much alcohol when you have work to do in the morning, doesn't look cute.

Have a great day...

- what the hell happened last night?
She said letting her body drop on the bed.
- what time is it? Have to be there by 11, ugh I feel like death.
She looked at the time.
- is ten, I have to get out of this bed.

Y/n was walking to work, after buying coffee for her and the two males.
- I didn't sleep that well last night.
Y/n drank the coffee wanting nothing more than for her soul to come back to her body.
- ahhhh, that hit a little spot, come on caffeine run through my veins, I need to wake up, and to pop my eyes out so I don't have to look at Jungkook.
But for her good luck he was standing outside the building waiting for her.

- why are you out here?
She asked quietly as her eyes landed on him.

- hey love, did you sleep well?
He asked her.
- not enough...
- I'm sorry, is there a reason why?
- just worry about all the things that need to be done before Friday.
- is there anything I can help you with?
- let's just get this fitting done so I can start working on the outfits.
- let's get it then, whatever I can help you with, you can count on me.

- can you sew?
- for you luck I do.
He said with a smug smile.
- heaven will fall on top of us, so let's go inside before that happens.

She said reaching for his hand pulling him inside.
- ah, here is some coffee.
She said handing him a cup.
- you got this for me?
- of course...
- thank you, I needed this badly, I didn't do much sleeping last night either.
- why, are you ok?
- she was drunk when I got home last night.
- what, how so?