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 Tsuki's POV

I look at the teacup in front of me remembering what Hinako and Chizuru were asking me. My heart was beating so fast, and I was scared that the others came with them. They reassured me that no; it was just them.

Flashback to a few hours ago

"Why did you move Tsuki?" I looked at Hinako who was holding a cup of warm tea in her hands. Chizuru looks at the pastries on her plate; several macaroons and some mini fruit cakes.

"I-I.. don't really want to answer that." I see the hurt in Hinako's eyes while Chizuru nods.

"Is it because of Mion? Look, I don't really like her and the way she is with Beni. Honestly," I feel myself starting to leave my body. I really wanted to leave when they mentioned Beni; my heart was starting to hurt. I feel a finger wipe the bottom of my eyes; only to see Chizuru close to my face. Hinako looked hurt and kept apologizing to me. Benibara, Mion and Sakura are for the past; it shouldn't matter to me. Why does it hurt when I talk about them though? 

I watch them change the topic of the conversation and I slowly relax more. When we finished, I hug them  and see their eyes.

"We'll hang out more Tsuki, okay?" I nod and I laugh as they carry me and twirl me around. I see their eyes sparkle and I hug them tight. They're the future that I should nurture that will heal me from the past. 

End of flashback

I look at the necklace Mion gave me. I sigh and decide it was best to let go. I did what she had asked, hurting me but what can I do? Benibara and Sakura looked happy with Mion; and it's all in the past. My family, the host club and my two best friends are my future. I went into the kitchen and started to make some desserts to calm myself. There was a knock at the door and I saw Haruhi alongside the club members.

"Hi Tsu-chan." I smile and continue to make my cookies. I notice her getting the hot water for tea. I feel her warm embrace, and I hug her back. She lets go and walks to the host club. I looked at the s'more cookie as it baked and took it out. I added a dash of sea salt, and felt eyes on my body. I turned around to see Honey looking.

"Oh, sorry Honey; do you want one?" He looks at me, and hugs me. My body went limp and melted in his embrace. His eyes stared at me, his gaze softened. I feel my heart beat faster; all the tears I couldn't cry slowly fell from my eyes. He sways with me as I cry. He soon leans into my ear, making me shiver.

"It's okay; let it out.. You've been so strong for so long; it's okay.. No one will say anything Tsuki" My heart breaks and more tears fall. He gently grabs my face, and wipes my tears. I sniffle, and smile at him. I show him the cookies, and he helps me bring them to the table. I noticed the gazes from the other members but I did my best to avoid it. Soon I was able to eat and enjoy the tea the twins brought. I grab a cookie; taking a bite of it. In front of me was the strawberry from Haruhi's piece of cake. She smiled and fed me the strawberry with a piece of cookie in my mouth. I hum at the balance of sweet and sour strawberry with gooey cookie.

I see Haruhi open her mouth and I offer a piece of the cookie. She eats a piece, and I cling to her as the other members talk. From the corner of my eye, I see Tamaki staring at Haruhi alongside Hikaru. I continue to eat my cookie in peace; smiling. My eyes meet Honey's eyes and he smiles.

'He has a warm smile; almost like the sun..' I thought and I tried to get that thought out of my head. No, Honey is sweet and I don't need to drag him into my business. He is a friend, just a friend..

'What if he wants to be more?' A small voice in my head told me, and I wanted to laugh at that thought. He's being nice to me because he sees me as a friend, nothing more. I try to listen to the conversation and feel my heart ache, but it is for the best; Honey doesn't need more problems.. Especially from me.. No matter, I shall not trouble him.. Never again. 

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