Saundarya ~ The Epitome Of Sacrifice

Chap 21- I'm Doomed

Saundarya surely regrets it....Well she will have a hard time..

NOTE: CONTAINS UNCENSORED VIOLENCE AND UNCOMFORTABLE WORDS, HAS MENTIONS OF RAPE AND SUICIDE

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Saundarya's POV,

"I shall have Fun...Ha Ha Ha...It will be fun..."

That was all I heard before a splash of cold water fell on me. I didn't react much to it, as I whimpered at the excruciating pain in my knees. Tears flowed down my eyes, adding to the ashes and wounds I was going through at that moment. I felt two men picking me up by my arms. I looked at him, into his eyes. I shook my head at the foreboding pain and said through gritted teeth,

"YOU WILL REGRET THIS HARICHANDAN..."

"Oh! Will I....and who will come to save you? The god?...Stupid woman..."

He whispered. He cupped my cheek in a strong grip, and pressed his vile fingers into my jaw. Looking into my eyes, I could feel myself getting intimidated by him. He pulled me up from the floor making me stand on my own feet, as I shut my eyes as the pain hit me.

"How dare you threaten me? HUH?...Now as a punishment, you will walk the whole distance yourself..."

I shook my head, as I was in no form to walk myself. He left me with a jerk as I fell down again. All the soldiers laughed at me, tears stung my eyes as I closed my eyes at the humiliation.

"His majesty did command to kill you, but I like torturing people...and I shall take my time to kill and have fun with you.....You Slut.."

I looked at him sharply at the choice of words. He just smirked. I painfully stood up, ignoring the pain in my knees. But couldn't help the sob that forced itself out of me. My hands were tied in front of me, and I looked at him, with all the accumulated frustration and rage.

I went near and spat in his face, and I could see him getting all the more angry. He rubbed the saliva off and then loosened his hand. I knew what was coming. Before I could take any remedial measure he gave a tight slap onto my face, making me fall to my right. I didn't want him to know that it hurt me. He was trying his best to degrade me, and I was trying my best to not mind his degradation.

I shut my mouth tightly so as to not make any sound. The surroundings blurred around me for a moment, coming back to its original, as his slap really shook my balance. My left cheek stung with pain, and I could feel all the blood rushing to my cheek. A warm leak around my lower lip told me that my lip was busted.

I had gotten tired. I just couldn't retaliate anymore. I let my head fall onto the dried ground, smelling like mud. It had rained. I had gotten married during the rains and I could feel my doom and death was near. Kunwarsa might have reached the Rajputana by now. Nobody would arrive to let me out of this tragedy.

I just smiled, laughing internally at my appalling fate. I felt my hair being pulled. I had just closed my eyes not wanting to see their hideous faces. I was feeling dirty and horrendous . The urge to scream and shout was nudging at me. I heard some screaming going on around me, but I could care less.

Hey Mahadev, Only you are left to save me right now!!

Such an irony, we pray to god at the time of need but forget that he exists when all the happiness and joy rains on us. We blame him for all our miseries, but don't remember him during our prosperity.