Saundarya ~ The Epitome Of Sacrifice

Chap 27- Care

Now.....lets continue where we left at...hnn hnn

UNEDITED..COMMENT THE MISTAKES

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Adiraj's POV,

I could see the vulnerability in her eyes, sadness swimmed in her irises. Truth had hit her hard so many times, that she had succumbed to it, not being able to accept the truth, all the time. How she begged me to lie. I cupped her face gently, rubbing my thumb on her cheeks making her know how much I loved her.

"Listen to me then...."

I said. I saw her visibly getting tense. A loud growl and then a scream, the darkened sky was going against , cloud against cloud, water against the ground. Her palm clutched my wrist as her nails dug into it. For a minute I thought I saw love in her eyes, adoration and care in them, but as a flicker it disappeared. I was good at reading people's faces, but she was different. Whenever she was near me, I became so lost in her eyes, her flatters and her vicinity that I forgot to read her.

I took a deep breath as I said,

"My Lotus....I have been hating you...a lot..so much so that not a day did I spend looking at you...I hate you so much..that living without you has become much easier...."

I could see her eyes getting blurry with tears. She immediately lunged at me, her hands around my neck as she hid in my embrace. She burst into tears, I felt the warm tears slipping down my already wet upper body, contrasting the cold feeling with warmness.

"Kunwarsa....."

That's the only thing she barely managed to say. I could feel her body burning, against my skin. My brows furrowed. She looked at me and then said,

"I.."

I cut her short, confident that such feelings never rose from her side.

"Don't worry my lotus...I'll make sure you hate me as much as I do...for the six more lives coming..."

She shook her head slowly as she smiled and said, sniffling altogether.

"You need not....I already fell for you...your green eyes, your unwanted attention and care....I never knew what to tag the feeling My heart went through each time you asked me not to go..I never knew what to call the heart shredding pain I went through every time I saw tears in your eyes..But now I do...Love...A definition that you once asked me, which I defined am I feeling right now...A definition which I explained to you...even before experiencing the beauty of it...Oh how do I tell you how much I love you Kunwarsa...Please forgive me If I ever hurt you unintentionally..I was an idiot to not listen to the throbbing piece of meat in my chest, ignoring all the comments it made...And Kunwarsa....Its the truth that I speak..Because I never lie..."

I didn't even realise when my tears had betrayed me. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Love. She loved me. I stared at her, getting lost in her beauty and her purity. Just her. Her innocence which could never be tainted by how much ever blackness was poured onto it.

I felt her slightly running her fingers over my cheek, wiping away my tears, the tears of immense happiness. I could see her breath shortening slowly. I came back to my senses, too mesmerised to sleep. My palm immediately went to her forehead. It was burning hot.

"You are having a fever.."

I whispered, breaking the silence through the pitter patter of the rain falling on the rocks, being there to witness the confession, mine towards her and hers towards me. A smile braced her as she said,

"Kunwarsa..."

"Hnn Hnn.."

She giggled a little. I could see her swaying as her knees gave up, she sat on the floor. Her hands still on my chest . Her eyes were drooping close and whatever she was saying at that moment was under the spell of the high fever , which was certainly the medicines and the cold water and wind acting as the stimuli.

"What you did ...this morning...what was that?"

Her voice slurred, before she kept her head against my chest. I slowly picked her up in bridal style. It was all because of him. He was the reason for her suffering. How I wanted to kill that bastard.

"That was a kiss..."

"Aaww...I thought you kissed on the cheek or forehead.....he he he...on the lips to...Let me tell you ... .it was magical...."

I chuckled at her innocence.

"I know..I felt it too..."

She puckered her lips and came forward. Her breathing was what I could hear at that moment, she was inches apart, and self control was getting hindered.

"Once more.."

She whispered. I moved forward and placed my lips on her, a moment, a while more, once, twice, thrice. I backed out. The ecstasy was hitting too much and I wanted this to never end. Her head fell on my chest, as she shivered slightly. Her skin was like a hot furnace, emanating heat from her body. I lied down, pulling her towards me.

My hands pulled both of the hands together as I rubbed her palms, worried that the condition would get worse due to the chilly climate. I rubbed the soles of her feet. She groaned with the pain and the heat. She shivered badly as sweat coated her skin. I pulled her on top of me, putting my arms around her bare waist, getting her as warm as possible.

"I love you....I love you too much Lotus..Please..get well soon..."

I felt a tear, grazing my neck as I looked at her worriedly. I cupped her face and looked at her. Her brows joined, her eyes shut.

"What happened ...love?..."

"It..hurts......"

"Where?"

"Everywhere....Please....reduce the pain..."

I just rubbed her back, trying to calm her down. Cursing myself at how useless I felt. I shut my eyes, as her sobs grew quiet and she fell into deep slumber.

I gave a small kiss on her forehead, as my hands wrapped around her waist, keeping her safe and protected. Checking her temperature from time to time, making sure she'll be alright.

I was selfish, I didn't want to lose her. A tangled fate of ours, we were tangled in the threads of love. A deep scar etched on her heart, which I tried to sew and heal, but what's broken does take time to heal.

The moon light fell on our tangled bodies, as the rain finally stopped. Only that was left between us was love, a spark, a feeling undefined and unlimited care.

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Short chapter...

HOW FUCKING SINGLE I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW...HOW I WISH I HAD ONE TOO, LIKE HIM....

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