Chap 37- Improvement

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So now for some 'IMPROVEMENT' Ahem...

Guys..VOTE..THE STAR...YES TAP THAT..It won't take much of your time..Promise!!

Heads up to our new character...Love her>>>

NOTE: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS GOOGLE TRANSLATION, I HAVE NO KNOWLEDGE OF TAMIL LANGUAGE, BEAR WITH THE TRANSLATION AND COMMENT IF MISTAKEN.

UNEDITED

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Adiraj's POV,

It just wasn't stopping. It was as if the world around me had crumbled, how much I was telling myself that I had made her fall in love with me once and can accomplish that again, but something was nagging me, my consciousness, the scenes of beheading and gut wrenching screams were turning me deaf. The tears were falling, uncontrollably, they didn't seem to stop.

"BHAISA!!"

A sweet voice rang through the corridor. She had seen me when she entered and almost had a stroke seeing me in this condition.

"I talked to her....and guess what my predictions were right...SHe does love you..."

"SHE.....doesn't ... .Why don't you get it.. Shalini...I killed her brothers, her family, she doesn't trust me anymore...It's..it's.. finished..."

"OH! Bhaisa please ... .Everything was going great. Why would she suddenly come and tell you that she doesn't love you...you get the catch there..."

"No ... .my brain...it's messed up Shalini...I...I just can't...."

She came forward and cupped my cheeks in her small hands, wiping my tears, she said,

"Listen to me Bhaisa...your eyes scream that you love her...Listen to me, go to sleep..and talk to her tomorrow..."

I inhaled and braved myself to break it to her, she seemed so hopeful.

"TOMORROW, IS MY ENGAGEMENT..."

"Holy SHit...that bitch...I have been friends with her from childhood Bhaisa...she manipulates pretty easily and is power hungry..It ruined our friendship, and I am sure she said something to Bhabi so she is spouting nonsense...You still have a night to think about this...Good night..."

I just gulped down my tears and looked up at the ceiling, hearing her trouting out the door. Her faint sound of the anklet faded further until it was only silence that was prevailing. The chill was increasing and it had succeeded into December.

Tomorrow was the engagement. My clothes, jewellery and the ring, all were accordingly arranged for me to wear the next day. My jaws clenched as the only words that ringed in my head was ' I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE'.

I exhaled at the sudden race of hearts, as if she was hurt, as if she was in pain and was crying. My arterioles clenched together and my bronchioles almost closed itself. The air was cut off, and I became lightheaded. This happens everytime I panic. A panic attack. I need her, she is my need, my want. I could certainly not live without her. Suffocation was tightening its nooses around my throat and I heard her, she called me 'Raj'.

A smile broke on my face, as I calmed down. I chuckled, Heavenly. My name from her mouth, almost ascended me to Heaven. How innocent and beautiful she was, my bronze sin.

A man in love is the most hopeless and weakest being in the world. And I realised that today. I was certainly not letting her go. I will make her mine tomorrow. With that my eyes closed, the only picture that visited my dreams was her crying, the tear stricken face, she was assuredly crying, I could almost feel the sobs against my palpitating heart.

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