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"Chris chill out. The fuck going on?" Justin asked me.

I pushed him away from me semi gently cause at this point everybody got me fucked up in the bitch.

"Get this nigga the fuck out my face before I break his fucking neck." I gritted my teeth. Ivy pressed his lips together took another glance at Karin and walked out.

My security guards had finally made they way over, but if I was gon do something to that nigga he woulda already been done up by this time.

"Take her to the car." I directed them and they nodded. I didn't even look at her. I'm still not understanding what the fuck is going on myself, but the shit was embarrassing as fuck and I didn't wanna spazz on her in front of all these people.

"Chris...." She pleaded.

"Karin please go get in the fucking car man." I said loud enough for her to hear me but not loud enough for anyone else to hear. Last thing I needed was people talking about how me and my girl got into it at MY party, the same day MY album dropped, and the same day the blogs were posting about our age gap.

She scoffed and followed security out. I stayed for a lil bit to thank my guests and shoot the shit with my people but I was anxious to get in the car and grill her on the situation that just concluded.

I eventually left. Got in the drivers seat of the car and started it. She didn't speak and neither did I. I was still heated and I needed a lil bit more time to calm down.

We got back to my crib after a long ride of us ignoring each other and letting the music play.

I hopped out, walked over to her door opening it allowing her to get out as well. She looked up at me but I still was avoiding eye contact.

We went inside and I went to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. I took a sip hoping it would cool me down. I could hear her head for the stairs but now I was ready to get some answers.

"Nah come here." I simply said.

Her heels clicked and she appeared from around the corner. I let out a deep breathe, telling myself in my head not to get too hyped up. I sat my bottle of water down and pressed hands on the counter leaning my head down with my eyes closed. I was kinda worried about what answers I would get from her because I swear to god if it's some sneaky shit going on I'm probably gon lose my fucking mind.

"Kae, who the fuck was that and what the fuck was he talking about?" I heard her let out a sigh as I stayed in my position.

"It's not even what you're thinking." She started.

I lifted up and looked her in her eyes. I need to be able to read her while she talking to decide whether she blowing smoke or keeping it real with me.

"What it is then? That shit was embarrassing as fuck, literally getting into it with a nigga bout you at an industry event that I'm hosting? Like what the hell you got going on?" My voice was stern but still calm as a held onto a normal speaking volume.

"Chris he's someone from the past and I really don't wanna talk about it!" Her voice rose a little bit catching me off guard because now if you're gonna yell, imma yell back.

"Nah you gon talk about it today the fuck you mean. This shit ain't just no under the rug ass shit this nigga played in my face at my shit talking bout he had my girl and shit. Calling you pet names in my face, I ain't going for none of that. Now figure out how the fuck you wanna tell me some shit or we really gon have some problems Karin real shit." I spat.

She stayed silent for a few seconds glaring at me.

"Christopher stop yelling at me, for real."

I slammed the water bottle off the counter into the refrigerator causing it to burst and spill everywhere. She jumped back at the sound of it crashing. I paced back and forth in the kitchen with my fists balled.