SECRET

S H A D E R O O M

KARIN
Jayda's House, Friday @7pm
3 weeks later

It had been a little while since I came clean to Chris. The whole night I cried because I thought I had ruined things with Chris. It took him a week to reach out to me after that, and he reiterated why he acted the way he did and how risky this game we was playing can be.

I completely understood where he was coming from, but my feelings still remained the same. I was obsessed with him. I was already OBSESSED as a fan, but actually meeting him, talking and hanging out, it grew ALOT, quickly.

We agreed that when I turned 18, we could pick up where we left off, and I was beyond excited. The thought of possibly dating him made my heart race.

We talked a lot in the last two weeeks, I could finally be myself 100% and tell him really about what goes on in my life... to a certain extent. We haven't seen each other though, just to play it safe with me being a minor. My birthday was coming up tho and I was excited. He promised me we could spend time together once I turned 18.

Jayda was hype about it all. She was mad I told him the truth but she gets why, and if we really are meant to be something, it's better this way. With no secrets.

Jayda was laying across my lap scrolling on her phone. I had my laptop propped up on her back and I doing some more research on hair vendors.

I was serious about starting this business. I'm really good at making custom wigs from scratch, I do mine, Kymora's, Jayda's, her mom's, and a few girls/women that live in my neighborhood. I told my mom I was doing Jayda's hair tonight and it would take awhile so I asked if I could sleep over. She Ofcourse called Jayda's mom to confirm, which she did, and she finally agreed. The only thing is I lied, because I'm going to wait til tomorrow when we wake up to do it. But I was happy to get a night out of the house.

"K, I think I want my hair like this." She flipped her phone up to me to show me a pic off of IG. It was curly brown with blonde highlights. She already had the hair so I was literally just constructing the wig for her and adding in the highlights.

"Yes I like that. I brought my new wig I made with me I might do mine too. It's blonde tho so I'm nervous asf."

"Omg blonde? Yes girl switch it up. Birthday hair bout to be tf laid." She scrolled into her phone some more and got excited. "OMG. You should dye it. I have some color dye in my bathroom I never got to use."

"What color?" I asked curiously.

"PINK!" She screamed.

"Ehhhh. Idk about allat. I've never had anything but black that's a major jump."

"Girl you bout to be 18 finally! You gotta go all out. Omg we have to go to the mall tomorrow. Let me give you a makeover. You're about to be Chris Brown's girlfriend! We gotta get you on baddie level 1000!" She was so excited talking.

But Chris's girlfriend was definitely a reach. We haven't had tine to see if we even really like each other like that. I can be just fangirling hard, yes he's gorgeous and talented but I'm not gonna let that cloud my judgement on him being boyfriend material. I mean his track record isn't the best.

"You're being slightly dramatic but I do want to look extra bomb so I guess I'll agree to it."

"Omg yessss. I'm so hype. I think you should do your wig tonight then do you don't have too much to do tomorrow. And I can get my mom to call yours to ask if you can stay til Sunday. I mean your birthday is next week. She has to be a little nice."

You would think.

"Ugh, I wouldn't hold my breathe but we can try." I hopped up out the bed to go get my wig out of my overnight bag. Thankfully I had already made it so I just need to bleach and dye it.