next day
kayla pov
i been in dukes room. ive been isolating myself all day. i didnt want to talk to nobody, i didnt want to eat, i was out of it.
" kayla u need to eat" duke said with breakfast. " no leave me alone" i said while putting my head under the covers. i was on my phone looking at the pictures of me and fanum. man i love this nigga. " ok i tried" duke said while walking out the room.
i came from under the covers and put law and order on the tv. duke came back into the room. he gave me a water. " at least drink this" he said. i just wanted to be left alone duke wasnt going anywhere though he stayed with me. the room was dark and cold, i wanted it this way.
me and duke was watching law n order together. " see duke if u told me u liked me sooner this would've never happened" i said while folding my arms. " oh so its my fault" he said. " yea it is" i said. i missed fanum, missed his touch, his scent and his presence but i was so mad at him.
" duke i miss fanum" i said. he looked at me and said " he in his room if u wanna go talk to him". i feel like if i see him i was going to cry so much but its like my body needed him, i didnt feel right without him.
i got up and started to walk towards the door. i stopped and looked at duke. he looked at me " go nigga if u gon go" he said. i left his room and i was standing outside of fanums door scared to open it.
i breathed in and out. then i opened the door he was sitting at his desk. "kayla?" fanum said. he never called me by my name always kay or my heart. " fanum i miss u, it hasn't even been 24 hours and i miss u" i said i walked to his bed and sat down. he turned around " kayla that girl meant nothing to me, she was just a bitch that i was texting for fun nothing more" he said. i could tell he was serious only because he kept eye contact with me.
something in me needed him, this day i knew that i loved fanum for sure. i went towards him and sat on his lap. " look ill show u every thing else" he said. he did he only texted her on instagram didnt even get her number. " do it again and u gon be on a t-shirt" i said.
his eyes got big and he giggled a little. " i wont i promise" he said.
" fanum u know i love u right" i said. he looked at me and said " yea i know". i wondered if he felt the same. "if u dont feel the same way its okay but that dont mean text other bitches" i said. " omg here u go, don't worry i love u too and more every day" he said. i smiled big. i havent felt this was in a while. kinda forgot what it felt like.
"kay im finna stream its been awhile" fanum said. i got off his lap and gave him a kiss. " ok baby have a good stream" i said. i was walking away and he grabbed me and kissed me again. " call me baby again and ill fuck the shit outta u" he said. that baby word did something to him, he loved being called that. " ok baby" i said while walking out the room.
i went in dukes room with a big smile. " dukeeee guess what" i said " whattt" he said. " fanum said he loved me" i said while jumping on the bed. " first off u a grown ass women jumping on my bed and good im happy yall on good terms" he said.
" duke where yo bitches at, like come on u gotta get one" i said. he looked a lil confused " why im celibate
anyways" he said. this nigga was lying cause the week before i got here he told me he fucked some girl. "
why u lying on your dick tho" i said he laughed hard " me? lying? im not tho" he said. " whatever u been talking to somebody or what" i asked he picked up his phone and showed me it. he been texting multiple people. " i really like this girl tho her name trinity" he said. she was pretty " omg yes shes pretty" i said he smiled " i know she pretty nigga" he said
i looked at this nigga crazy. " wassup u wanna get it on" i said standing up. " kayla ill body slam u sit down" duke said he was right but whatever. " so when she coming over or when y'all going out" i asked. " damn nigga can i ask her out first" he said. " u haven't asked her out yet?" i asked he shook his head no. this nigga dumb. me and duke talked about this girl for awhile.
duke wanted to stream i didnt mind being with duke. i just feel like with fanum people would be able to tell cause it's obvious when im in a relationship with someone even tho we wasn't together but im delusional so in my head we was. " u sure u wanna be in my stream" duke asked. " yea nigga press start" i said. he pressed start streaming.
"hey chat, if u know or dont this is not my girlfriend before yall get to trippin" he said.
chat:
"nah nigga ur caught"
"lies"
" who this bitch with my man"
" w rizz"
" who is that"
i looked at chat like damn no wonder niggas don't be have girls on stream. " chat i promise im not with him, on god im not, plus he a weirdo" i said he looked at me and said " wtf is u talking bout". " duke dennis u are a weirdo" i said.
chat:
" personally no one body talking to me like that"
" LMAOOOOOOO"
"nahh wtf"
"she buggin"
"why she talking to my man tho"
" oh nah"
duke looked at me. " how am i weird?" duke said. " u know why u weird nigga" i said. he rolled his eyes at me. i was looking at chat it was mostly females. "omg females in here rn text duke on instagram and imma text u back" i said. i took his phone and opened it. " no dont do that" he said. " man why u dont got no bitches anyways" i said. he laughed " fine go ahead" he said.
it was so many people texting him. i texted so many of them back. some of the women that texted him was so pretty i screenshotted it to show him later. " ok thats enough" he said
chat:
"no duke give her the phone"
"L boyfriend"
" WAIT I JUST DMED U"
"i didnt get no text back wtf"
"dukie give her the phone back"
he was not giving me his phone back. " kayla i think u should download instagram" he said. "for what tho" i said. " cause i think people would love to see what u do" he said. i have thought about it but i really didn't want to. " chat should she get instagram" duke asked chat.
chat :
" yes girl download it"
"yes"
"um yea lmk so i can dm yo sexy ass"
" yes wtf"
"no u shouldnt its mid"
i was thinking about it but i dont know. me duke streamed for another hour. its was nice to see him engage with his fans.
"ok chat, imma talk to yall later" duke said. " byeee chattt" i said. duke clicked stop streaming.
fanum was still streaming so i just watched him
on dukes monitor. he was playing gta rp, i was deep in i like watching him play it was like watching a movie.
fanum pov
"alright chat, u know what time it is" i said. i went on youtube and started to play free mind by tems. "i love yall chat and yes i will stream tomorrow and the next day and the next day" i said. i then switched the screen to my outro screen. i havent streamed in a awhile felt good.
end of pov
kayla pov
fanum ended stream so i went in his room. he was in the shower when i came in. i was looking at his set up and i sat in his car. i was looking at myself in the obs screen. i go lay down thinking about how i have to go home soon. this time i really didnt want to leave.
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