Agad akong dumiretso sa room ko nang makarating na kami sa bahay. I really wanted to wash up. And even though I hadn't looked at myself in the mirror yet, I already knew that I looked like a mess. Or, I think even worse than that.
And above all that, I felt... sticky. Especially down there. Like I really and badly want to change my underwear.
I took off my clothes and went inside the bathroom. I was about to go to shower but stopped when I passed by the mirror that was inside the bathroom. I couldn't even believe what I saw in the reflection.
First off, I wasn't even sure if the reflection was mine. I had to stare for a while, and when the reflection was following my movements, I almost screamed, realizing that it was really me. I couldn't even recognize myself!
I have never been ugly. I was always confident in my looks. There hadn't been any bad photos of me, as I didn't have any bad angles. My candid photos always turned out well.
But looking at my reflection right now, I realized that I could also be ugly. I fucking looked ugly! My left cheek was swollen. It was blue and black! My eyes were a bit red from crying earlier, and I looked as if some witch had made fun of it! Parang naging nest s'ya ng hundred birds, and they all fought in my hair!
My face looked dirty as well. May mga bakas ng natuyong luha sa mga pisngi ko.And my lips were a bit swollen and reddish, though it looked good on me, and maybe that was the only thing that looked good on me right now!
I squealed in frustration. I couldn't believe that I let myself look so shitty like this! Tapos nakita pa ako ni Devlin na ganito! I wonder if he felt as if he was kissing the wicked witch earlier. Ang panget-panget ko!
I looked down at my body, and my eyes almost budged out of my socket. Kung nagulat ako sa itsura ko kanina, mas lalo na ngayon!
There were bite marks all over my body! Sa ilalim ng jaw ko, sa neck ko, sa collarbone ko, at mas marami sa dibdib ko! Both of my breasts have bite marks, with a s, na parang bang pinanggigilan talaga ni Devlin ang mga 'yon! He really made sure that he would leave a mark on me!
It wasn't the kind of bite mark that would fade after an hour. I think these bite marks would be on my skin for days! Parang sabay lang silang mawawala ng pasa sa pisngi ko!
"Holy shit, Devlin..." I muttered and almost squealed. "How the hell am I going to hide these?!"
Should I always wear turtlenecks until the marks fade? No. I think I could also wear a scarf.
Yeah, a scarf is good. At least it would make me look as if I was dressing up. I'm a model after all.
"Young miss?"
I looked at the door. I swear the maid was calling me from outside.
"In the shower!" I said.
"Tvoy otets zovet tebya." Ipinapatawag daw ako ni Dad.
I took a deep breath. I suddenly felt nervous...and scared. I was so sure that Devlin told him about what happened. Hindi man lang naghintay si Devlin ng ilang oras bago sabihan si Daddy.
Oh, no... What should I do? I'm sure that my dad would get mad at me. Pagagalitan n'ya ako. And maybe... he would be strict with me again. Baka hindi na ulit ako palabasin.
"Young miss?" The maid called me again when I didn't say anything.
Ah, shit... I knew I couldn't avoid this.
"Okay. Skazhi yemu, chto ya poydu posle togo, kak primu dush," I said, telling her that I'll go after I was done showering."
"Okay, young miss."
