WARNING: MILD R18
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I was enjoying my time with Devlin. Although I was busy dahil sunod-sunod ang naging projects ko as it seemed like Arty was planning to make me a real well-known model and receive more benefits with the agency that I was under, at the end of the day, nawawala ang exhaustion na nararamdaman ko dahil nandoon si Devlin. Even though I knew that he still didn't like the changes in the clothes I was wearing and the theme of the photoshoots, the man was set on giving me his full support. Ramdam ko naman iyon. And I loved him even more for that.
I always wanted to spend time with him. Sandali ko lang s'yang hindi makita, I felt missing him already. Kahit nga nasa malapit lang. I didn't know that I could feel intense feelings for him. There were times that I even regretted suggesting that we should keep our relationship. Because it was so hard to hide about us when there were people around when all I wanted to do was kiss him, feel his touch, and make love to him. I want to let people know that Devlin was mine.
But I know I have to be careful. I couldn't let my dad know. I was lucky that Dad seemed so busy these past few months. Ilang beses na nagpupunta sa 'min ang mga lalaking 'yon, which according to Devlin, were the Bratva's brigadiers and boyeviks. Sa tingin ko nga, sa sobrang busy n'ya, hindi n'ya napapansing palagi akong wala sa bahay at may ilang beses na hindi ako umuuwi.
I've never been this free before. I was high, enjoying things with my career and relationship with Devlin. The bird that was in the gilded cage finally tasted freedom, to spread her wings and fly without worrying about anything else. And honestly? It was addicting. The feeling of doing something... forbidden and having this much freedom was so exhilarating.
Ipinarada ni Devlin ang car sa garage pero hindi muna kami bumaba. We just got home after a two-day photoshoot. Dad knew about it. Ipinaalam ko iyon sa kanya at mabilis n'ya naman akong pinayagan. Unlike before, hindi na ganoong kahigpit sa 'kin si Daddy and I was really thankful for that.
I looked at Devlin. I knew he was mad. He didn't like the theme of the photoshoot this time as well. I had to pose without wearing any tops, and I was just hugging a beach ball to cover my chest. I was wearing a really short frilly skirt na umabot lang sa ilalim ng butt ko and a white bikini, so there was still that sense of innocence. I was smiling innocently, but my gaze was as if I were making love with the camera.
I imagined the intimate time I had with Devlin to pull off that look. But I'd never tell anyone about that.
The entire drive home, Devlin was silent. Even though he wasn't saying anything, I already knew that he was mad and why. And luckily, I also know how to appease his anger.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and stared at him. I didn't know why, but I actually liked that he was this... possessive of me and that he was always saying that he didn't want to share me with anyone. Maybe there was something wrong with me.
I reached for his arm and caressed it. The feeling of his hard bicep against my soft palm was so good. Hindi ko mapigilang pisil-pisilin iyon habang hinahaplos.
"Are you still mad?" I asked, still caressing his arm. This time, my touch turned sensual. Pinapagapang ko ang mga daliri ko sa matigas n'yang braso.
Ah... I never thought I could do something like this. But when you have someone like Devlin as your lover, all your innocence will come right out the window. Kaya nga sa tingin ko, hindi na bagay sa 'kin ang title kong innocent kind angel. Because I'm not innocent anymore, and I am definitely not kind.
Devlin's bicep flexed, meaning that he was getting affected by my touch. But he was fighting it, siguro ay gustong ipakitang galit pa rin s'ya sa 'kin.
So, I got even bolder. Inilapit ko ang katawan ko sa kanya. I placed a wet kiss on his lips, nilagyan ko pa ng tunog bago humiwalay at ibinaba ang mga labi sa nagngangalit n'yang mga panga. I placed noisy kisses on his clenched jaw and under his ear.
