WARNING: R18
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With my remaining two-month break from modeling, a long vacation in university, and my dad not allowing me to leave the property for the time being, I thought I'm gonna get bored. I even started to think about how I would spend my time, but it turned out I didn't have to because Devlin was there.
He was a great lover. I realized na mas mae-enjoy ko pala ang ganito. I became honest with my feelings. I didn't get irritated at him, as I finally understood why I was even feeling that way toward him. I should've been honest with myself from the start. Hindi na sana ako na-stress noon kapag akala ko ay naiinis lang ako kay Devlin.
After that, every day with him was bliss. I really like being with Devlin.
Being secret lovers has its thrill. There were the exchange glances from each other that other people might've thought were nothing, but for the two of us, it actually has a meaning. We acted normal with people around, but when it was only the two of us, daig pa namin ang magkasintahang isang taong nagkahiwalay. We were all over each other. We couldn't get our hands off one another.
We get every chance that we can get to be together na hindi naging mahirap since I had to stay inside and I didn't actually have to go anywhere since I don't have classes anymore and I'm taking a break in modeling. At ganoon din si Devlin, given the fact that he is my personal bodyguard.
It was either my or Devlin's room ang naging place namin to spend alone time together. Pero mas madalas ay sa room ko.
And the sneaky touches sometimes even when someone's around were so... naughty, but the thought that someone would definitely catch us one day actually excites me.
Although no one should find out about us, si Devlin kasi ang mas mapapahamak. I know my dad. He's overprotective of me. Hindi rin namin dapat kalimutan ang tungkol sa Pakhan. So, we really have to be careful.
That was how I spent my time during the long vacation. I am now in my fourth year of university. One month nang nag-start ang first semester, and soon, alam kong magkakaroon na ulit ako ng projects sa modeling. Nagpaparamdam na naman kasi si Arty.
And honestly? I was excited as it would mean that I would have more time with Devlin, especially kung ang photoshoot ko ay sa malayong lugar. Now that I have to go to classes again, nabawasan na ang alone time namin. Sa gabi na lang kami nagkakasama especially since I became busy with my research paper.
But Devlin still found a way to be with me. Just like right now.
We were in my study room. I have my own, as I didn't want my study space in my bedroom dahil inaakit ako ng bed to lie down.
Devlin was here with me. Nakaupo s'ya sa desk chair ko... while I was sitting on his lap. He had his arms around my waist and his chin on my shoulders. I found this position uncomfortable at first pero nasanay na rin ako as Devlin was helping me.
He was watching what I was doing over my shoulder. Tinuturuan n'ya ako kapag may mali ako and how I could make it better.
I am also practicing my Tagalog with him. Hinahayaan n'ya akong matuto.
"I didn't know that you're this smart," hindi ko na napigilang sabihin nang turuan n'ya na naman ako para mas maayos ang maging gawa ko.
"Do you think that I'm unintelligent?"
"Of course not! I mean, I know you're smart, but not this... really smart. I can't help but wonder how you were when you were a student. Kung pasaway ka ba or not."
"Hmm..." Humigpit ang yakap n'ya sa bewang ko. The movement raised the skirt of my dress a bit. "I'm a good student."
Bahagya ko s'yang nilingon. Tumama pa ang pisngi ko sa tungki ng ilong n'ya. And he even rubbed the tip of his nose on my cheek, tickling me. Naipikit ko tuloy ang isang mata ko while a smile formed on my lips.
