It Didn't End With A Happy Ending

SIMULA

Saang parte ba ng buhay natin nagsisimula ang saya na di na matapos tapos?

Does it start as the book reach the last chapter and tells us that they live happily ever after?

Kasi sa pagkakatanda ko, hindi sa simula nag-umpisa kasi sa umpisa, masasaktan ka. At kung sa huli man, ba't 'di ko naranasan 'yon? Nagtapos din naman yung istorya namin.

False Alarm. Maling konsepto ang nilalaman ng istoryang itinala ko sa maling panahon kasama ang tamang tao. May mga pangyayaring akala talaga natin permanente na without knowing that it all end up in the same situation, just different reasons and seasons.

 I literally have to asked the universe why did I have to experience that when I just wanna know and feel that happiness na sinasabi nila.

I also just wanted to reach that point na pag tinanong ako kung masaya ako, I'll just thought of your name then I didn't have to hesistate to tell them, I am, sobra. Kaso hindi ganun yung nangyari eh. Hindi ganun kadali.

Is it even possible?

Maybe...

Cause as my story goes further, may isa akong tao na lubos kong inasahan na magbibigay sakin nito. His name still gives me shivers, but never an excitement anymore.

He maybe completed me in the past,

But now, it is almost impossible to see him in the future I have imagined living.

Let me tell you how I set my hopes high and insanely thought that this happiness will last. Believe me if I say that our story didn't end with a happy ending.