The Office Night (SidNaaz)

Chapter ~ 26 { Revealing the truth }

"Siiidddhaaarthh.., kya kar raha hai tu ? Mujhe dard horaha hai ahhhh choddeee" said Shehnaaz burning under his tight hold.

"Dard horaha hai???.. Aur mere dard ka kya haa? Mere dard ka kyaa? Ye joh tu karti hainaaa ..Mujhe sab samaj aata hai..sab... Tu kya dikhane ki koshish kar rahi hai mujhe ?Haa ? Tell me? " squeezing her arms more painfully....

" Mai kuch dikhane ki koshish nahi kar rahi hun..Mera haat chorrr , Sidharthhh aahhhhh mere haath mei dard ho raha hai.." replied Shehnaaz hissing in pain.

"Toh wo sab kya tha , joh tune Aarav ko kahan? Haa ? Tu Aarav ke saath merese zyaada comfortable hai?" asked Sidharth aggressively.

Now Shehnaaz couldn't bear the pain , so completely shut her eyes where her tears began to drop slowly and steadily.

Sidharth realised he fucked up.

Sidharth loosened his grip and gradually left her arms and banged the door behind her.

" Are you that naive Shehnaaz, ki you don't even sense the lusty eyes , people have been looking at you with or are you just trying to be fucking innocent as if you don't know that fucker's intention..."
asked enraged Sidharth.

" I was just trying to help him. Sab log aapki tarah kisike baremein ganda nahi sochte na isiliye.. Aarav was genuinely in trouble.. I have seen his back pain issue since a long time , office mei bhi back pain se kahi baar half day leave pe gaya hai wo . Toh obviously wo hai hi na .. Yoh bas as a friend mai usko help kar rahi thi .. Aisa toh hai nahi ki mai uske pyaar mai hoon haina.. jaise ki hum bhi toh kahi baar bed share karte hai , room share kiye hai par aapne kabhi mere saath galat kiya hai ? U know your limitations , so does he.. right ? Aur upar se kuch problem huyi thi toh majburi ki wajah se hame bhi toh ek saath kahi baar ek room share karna pada hai .. haina ...Kya ho jata agar ek hi tent mai Aarav ke share karleti toh ....haa ? Aap kare toh sahi koi aur room / tent share karlein toh galat? Hypocrite much .. haa? Big deal?" vented out frustated Shehnaaz from his daily dose of possessiveness.

She knew what she said, she had to do all this to be away from Sidharth as his closeness made her lose control which she can't.. ( The reason will be revealed later)

" Kya , kya kahan tune? Big deal? Mai hypocrite? Tu kya bol rahi hai ?? Dimaag toh theek hai tera? Tu hamre rapport ko kisi aur ke saath compare kar rahi hai aur wo bhi uss fucker Aarav ke saath? Are you for real girl?" said Sidharth looking away from Shehnaaz figiting.

"Do you have any feelings for him ? Do you Shehnaaz? Fucking answer me ? If yes then I will back off as it is your wish and your wish is my command." said Sidharth getting closer to her , now there was no space between them not even air could pass from the distance he made with her.

Shehnaaz stayed quiet .. Her head was hung low ....

With each passing second , Sidharth was getting more and more frustrated. Shehnaaz just chosed to stay quiet as this was not the actual reason she said those things and she couldn't say the actual reason too... How will she even say that? She just wished that never happened so that she could confess how deeply and passionately ,she was in love with Sidharth.

"Shehnaaz, answer me dammittt" asked Sidharth angrily again ..

" No . I don't" said Shehnaaz looking into his eyes.

" Then what is the reason we are not together. What's stopping you from confessing your feelings baby? Bolo?
Kyun? kyun tum mere paas nahi aati? Kyun door hoti jaarahi ho tum mujhse? Mai janta hun ki tum mujhse pyaar karti hoo.. Par kehti nahi ho kyun Shehnaaz why hmmmm whyyy? " vented Sidharth with mixed emotions of hurt and angriness.

"Speak up Shehnaaz .. Fucking tell meeeeeee whyyy? Aaghhhhh" said Sidharth again...

Shehnaaz was a crying mess now as she wants to vent out something but she can't. She is afraid to lose him at any cost but she has to lose him .