'Cause You Make Me Feel

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Lena's POV

I was going to go see Stef when I saw she was having a sweet moment with Mariana and so I decided to stay a bit away for a while, even though I couldn't help but watch them interact for a little while. I couldn't hear anything of what they were saying, but I could see them both smile and snuggle and all... what that does to my heart is insane... and I honestly struggle to understand it.

After a moment, I went back in my room and then I heard Stef and Mariana chatting in the hall, probably going to Mariana's room to put her to sleep.

Then I managed to catch Stef when she was getting out of Mariana's room.

"She's asleep yet?" I ask almost making her jump for I pop my head out of my room without warning.

"Oh Lena! Gosh, you want the end of me or what?" She says, her hand on her heart as I smile at the sight.

"Sorry." I giggle as I fully get out of my room to walk back downstairs with her.

"So, what tea do want tonight?" I ask as she puts her hand gently on her belly and stop right in her track.

"Wait... give me your hand." she says as she just grabs my hand and put it on the right side of her belly.

"Oh... Oh my God! He's moving!" I almost yelled as I was so damn excited.

"He is. He moves a lot these days." Stef says smiling at me as she moves my hand when the baby hit and at that moment, I was falling for that baby, just as much as I was falling for his mother...

"Oh... he went back to sleep now." she then says, now looking into my eyes as I try not to get emotional because... well it's not my baby... it's my dream to have one, but Stef's babies are not mine and I really need to remember that.

"Does it hurt when they move?" I ask.

"Not really, it just feels a bit weird for there's someone moving in there, but... no it doesn't hurt." She explains as we started walking again.

"Good... so, tea?" I ask again, for I took the habit of making us some tea when we chill on the couch before bed every night.

"Oh, same as always will be great. Thank you, Lena." she says softly as she goes sit on the couch as I can tell the pregnancy is starting to get her a bit more tired each week.

"I'll be right back." I say before going into the kitchen to make the tea.

That is done pretty quickly and every time, I can't wait to go spend time with her and I just hurry sometimes risking burning myself because I want to go too fast.

I walk into the living room and find her on the couch her feet up as she has a plaid on her.

"Be careful, it's hot." I say as I give her the cup of tea, caring not to burn her on the way. Then I go to sit next to her, but a bit far not to sit on the plaid in case she needs to move it, but she stops me.

"Sit closer Lena. I'm cold. Get under the plaid with me." she says as she lifts the plaid for me, and I can't help my heart from beating faster than before.

So I did just that, I slide my body right next to hers, our sides touching as I feel her warmth heating me up instantly.

"Are you comfortable?" I ask, for maybe I'm too close...

"I am, thank you." she says softly as I almost blush but managed to help myself.

"So... I was wondering Lena. For... for Christmas... hum... what do you do? I mean, should Mariana and I go somewhere else?" she asks, getting me confused as I thrown my eyebrows.