At Last|| Mialotte

Guilty As Sin

The night was quiet and unmoving. Charlotte's head was still laid upon Mia's chest as her mind ran millions of miles. She couldn't get herself to settle down and she didn't want to bother Mia. Afterall, she had given her one of the best days of her life and was exhausted. She knew her love had to sleep.
Charlotte was struggling to keep her thoughts pure. It had been 5 going on 6 months since the last time they had been intimate together. She was so afraid to let herself be vulnerable truly after everything that had happened. She was within an inch of her life and just had to keep going. Charlotte was going to do it with a broken heart. She could care less about Nick but was sad her girls had to grow up without him. But at the same time? She was so thrilled and honestly turned on by the way Mia immediately took them under her wing. 
Charlotte felt herself getting a little hot as she rolled off of Mia and laid on her back. Her hand brushed against her stomach and stilled on her pelvic bone. She wanted Mia to touch her so badly. She wanted to be Mia's and Mia's only. The only person she'd ever allow to tear her apart is Mia and that's because she knows she can trust her to put her back together again. She thought about the way Mia had taken care of her and the children with no hesitation while also working night shifts to make up for Charlotte's loss of income.
Charlotte's hand traveled under the waistband of her underwear and she  tried to be silent but couldn't help her panting. One night long ago, Mia taught her how to properly pleasure herself and she was going to put those lessons to use. For a moment she felt Mia stirr beside her, she stilled her movement waiting for her to stop. She slid a finger inside and couldn't stop the moan coming,"Mia-"
She curses herself. Even when she wasn't the one touching her, Mia owned every inch of her body. She squeezed her eyes shut and slid another in before beginning to pump them in and out of herself. She continued to whisper Mia's name and when she felt herself coming to the edge, she began to weep tears from the intense feeling.
"Sweetheart, what do you think you are doing?" Mia's voice was stern and full of lust. Oh fuck, Charlotte thought as she quickly slid her fingers out as if she was doing nothing at all. She closes her eyes and pretend to be asleep.
"Hm?"
"Don't act so innocent, Char. " Mia had sat up and grabs Charlotte's chin making her look at her. "I could hear you calling out my name, feel you rocking the bed and don't you know I can smell your arousal when you're wet for me?"
"I-I'm sorry I didn't want to wake you up." Charlotte bit her lip as she did her best to avoid looking into her eyes. This only further fueled the fire in Mia as she leaned closer to her,"Look at me, Charlotte. "
She gave in and looked into Mia's eyes and felt herself soak through her panties. She was aching for Mia's touch and reached for her hand and tried to lead it to where she desired her to be.
"Ah ah ah, sweetheart. I can't touch you now.." Mia pouts and mocks her,"Should you touch things that don't belong to you?"
Charlotte shakes her head quickly,"No mam, you shouldn't."
"And what did you do, Charlotte?"
"I touched something that doesn't belong to me."
"Touched what?"
Charlotte's eyes widened and had a hard time finding the words,"Uhm- I touched my..." She finds herself mumbling,"...pussy..."
"And who does that belong to you?"
"You."
"What belongs to me? Don't sound so ashamed now. You were just moaning my name like a whore without any problems. Tell me what belongs to me."
A lump formed in Charlotte's throat and her stomach began to ache, she was throbbing for Mia. "Mia... My pussy belongs to you and only you."
Mia was silent for a moment as her eyes swept over Charlotte's body. She pulled her into her lap and let go of her chin. She knew how nervous Charlotte got when she let the anticipation build like this. "So you touched something that's mine...hm? I think that makes you a bad girl. Isn't that right, sweetheart? Are you my bad girl?"
Charlotte's cheeks burned bright red and she pressed her thighs together hoping for some friction. She moaned in relief when she felt Mia's hand make contact with her inner thigh. Mia was waiting patiently for a response as she watched her squirm under her touch. When she realizes she wasn't going to answer her, she gave her a light slap on her inner thigh, causing Charlotte to squeal. She would never admit it but she was so much kinkier than she ever led on.
"I asked you a question, Charlotte. Are you my bad girl? " Mia punctuates the question with another slap on her thigh closer to her pubic bone this time. This drove Charlotte crazy and caused her to lose her train of thought," My patience is running thin,Sweetheart. I need you to focus or else I'll just have to roll over and leave you on that edge."
Charlotte panics for a moment and grabs Mia's wrist,"Yes! Mia, I'm your bad girl."
Mia smirks,"That's better. Now Charlotte, do you want me to make you feel good, my sweet love? " She allows her more dominant side to fade for the time. She knew how important this moment was and didn't want to scare Charlotte off.
Charlotte squirms a little bit and hangs her legs across Mia's lap and wraps her arms around her neck,"I would really really like it, Mia." She grins sheepishly and leans up to trail kisses from Mia's cheek down her neck then collarbone before beginning to nip at her skin. "Please-" she whines impatiently.
"Remember who's in control here, sweetheart." Mia warns with a look and begins to toy with Charlotte. "Can you tell me how many fingers you'd like my love?"
Charlotte gasped as she felt Mia sliding in a finger with each word,"One? Two? Three?" Mia watched for any uncertainty in Charlotte's face but found none. She began to slowly draw her fingers in and out of Charlotte causing her to cry out.
"It's okay, let me use you sweetheart." She kisses her forehead as she goes agonizingly slow but deeper than ever. She wanted to make sure she was fucking Charlotte properly. It didn't take very long for the heat to grow in her belly as she felt like she could feel Mia's fingers in her throat. She was crying into Mia's neck at the intensity and overwhelming pleasure. She couldn't help but wonder if she was really ready for this or not and began to look up at Mia. The tears in her eyes no longer from pleasure but now from shame.
She was scared to tell Mia she wanted to stop and she wasn't sure why. Mia would never do anything to make Charlotte uncomfortable. Mia noticed the shift in the energy and stilled her fingers and brushed her cheek on Char's,"What's wrong my love? Do you want me to stop?"
"Yes and no." Charlotte felt so silly that she was letting something from so long ago affect her so deeply.
"Do you want to stop or are you afraid if you ask me that I won't?" Silence said a lot. "Charlotte, if you want to stop, we can." She gave her a soft smile and a gentle kiss on her nose.
"I really don't want to stop but it's just all too much." She whined a bit. She really wanted to be claimed as Mia's again. "I just want to feel more in control and when you're fucking me like that. My head gets all fuzzy."
Mia chuckles a bit," How about this? I can keep my hand inside you to make sure you feel like you're in control and whenever you're ready to be finished, you tap my shoulder three times?"
Mia knew the reason behind Charlotte's shame. She wanted to feel in control because she had no way of controlling the situation when she had been attacked. Mia didn't blame her and didn't mind taking her time with Charlotte. She was quiet as she thought about it.
"And if you really want to, sweetheart. We can go back to bed and I'll let you sleep with me inside of you. Would you like that, sweet girl?"
Charlotte nods and leans up to kiss her,"I would really like that. Thank you for understanding me."
"I know you like the back of my hand, Charlotte. You deserve to be understood. I love you so much. Now let's get comfy so we can go to sleep."
They shifted around until they found a comfortable position. Charlotte was so content with Mia's hand inside of her. She loved the feeling of it all and felt not so nervous knowing she was in full control. She sighed happily as she allowed herself to relax and fall asleep.