Do you hate me?

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Authors note- Please enjoy and accept this long chapter as my formal apology for any heartbreak caused

I love you guys and knowing how much support this story brings in, makes me feel so special. I always thought like maybe 10 people would see it but oh my god, there's almost 20K of you. I love you and I see you. Thank you for your never ending support even though I chose violence sometimes

It took Charlotte two weeks to come out of the guest bedroom. She wouldn't really talk to anyone though and it was clear she was stuck in her head. Mia tried not to feel resentment towards her because she could only imagine the tool it has on her mental health. Mia wanted to talk with Charlotte and help her work through it but anything further than a good morning was impossible.

She worried if Charlotte missed her sleeping in the same bed as her at night. She had at least come into the living room for the day but wouldn't sleep with Mia anymore. She missed her for sure. She was getting worried about what would happen if they didn't talk soon. She was beginning to lose her patience because she had lost their children too, not just Charlotte and she herself was falling apart. She found herself most days sat in the office with Reese crying her eyes out, begging for any sort of advice of what to do. But no one knew what to do and she just had to wait.

After a particularly hard day, she came home to find that Charlotte's car wasn't at the house. Hm, she wonders if she actually got out of bed and went to work. She found Renee and Ellie at the dinner table feeding themselves.

"Hi Ren," She gave her a hug,"Hi Ellie. Where's mom? She texted me she was going to pick you up from school so I could stay late at the nursery."

"She said she wanted to go out for a drink or something. I tried to tell her to stay and hang out with us but she said she had things to do."

The color drained from Mia's face,"She's been out drinking for the last 3 hours?"

She grabbed her coat,"Girls I love you and I'll be back." She rushed out the door, anger was all she could feel.

She couldn't make sense of her actions until she spotted a half asleep Charlotte soaked from the rain. She had pulled her knees into her chest and was going in and out of consciousness. She was so wasted out of her mind that she hadn't realized who Mia was as she walked up to her.

"What the fuck are you doing?"
She spat, she was so upset with Charlotte. "You left our two daughters alone so you could fucking drink?!"

Charlotte's eyes opened and she saw Mia, she couldn't really think to process what she said. She was just happy to see her. She was so afraid to talk to her because she thought she was mad at her. She couldn't face her because in her mind, she killed the babies and how could anyone ever love her after that?

She was shivering because of how soaked from the rain she was and there was a look of relief on her face at the sight of Mia. But Mia was so angry she didn't even stop to calm herself, she continued to yell.

"Charlotte, you won't fucking talk to me but you'll get wasted?" Mia rolled her eyes,"How is this marriage suppose to work when you won't fucking talk to me?"

"Mia-" She started, but stopped as Mia continued on.

"You're not the only one hurt, Charlotte. They were my babies too."
Her eyes were full of tears,"I've been falling apart not just because my babies were lost but my wife won't even talk to me or sleep in the same bed as me. Don't you see something wrong with that?" 

She looked to Charlotte but realized this was never getting anywhere. "Get up. You're riding in the back seat because I honestly don't want to see your face."

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