Nothing Above You

Thirty

Leo Pedro

I look at the boy who has been crying for the past few hours. His eyes are swollen, his curly hair that I love so much are all messed up. His cheeks, nose are pink.

"Please baby." I beg and hold him closer to my chest. After Enzo and Mateo left, Anthony and I have been lying on the couch, hugging each other. It was the 1000th time I had begged him to stop crying but he wasn't listening. He was silently sobbing.

It was hurting me, cutting my heart into slices knowing that I was the reason behind this. Behind every tear that left his eyes. Yet, I could do nothing to change it, stop it.

"Tony, love." I make him look at me as he lays on top of me. My fingers play with his curly locks. "Please. Don't do this to me." I plead. He sniffles as he looks at me with his teary eyes.

"You know I would do anything to change things and make it right. I would fix everything before meeting you." I kiss the tip of his nose.

"How can he be so cruel to kill you like that." Anthony cries again. His tear falling on my bare chest. "Babe. Don't think about it. It's the rule and there's nothing we can do about it." I sigh out of frustration.

"Don't cry over someone like me, I'm a selfish man." I say looking at him. He looks at me with a sadness in his eyes. "Don't say that." He whispers softly, wiping his tears.

"You're not selfish." He adds, now resting his head on my chest, his head resting right below my chin. I feel calm and warmth spread in my heart when he starts drawing circles on my chest.

"I am." I caress his shoulder, my fingertip gently rubbing against his shirt. "If I weren't, I would have left you the moment Enzo had found me. I wouldn't be here, making you cry over my death." I mumble, getting angry at myself and my life decisions.

"But you are here." He shakes his head, disagreeing with me. "You are here, holding me, comforting me. You didn't left me alone, to cope with it alone." His voice cracks but he continues to speak. "So don't think so low of yourself." He adds.

"I'm glad I met you. I'm so happy that I could love you." He places a small kiss on my neck and my stomach is immediately on fire. His each word is giving me a reason to dream for a better life with him.

"I love you." I whisper and kiss the top of his head. His eyes look up at me and I swear, he's the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He is the most precious thing in my life.

"I love you too. So much." He places a soft kiss on my collar bone making my body go crazy. He kisses the exact spot again.
He looks up to look at me as his lips linger on my skin, his eyes holding nothing but desire and yearning.

Keeping the eye contact, he drags his mouth lower, his bottom lip slightly brushing against my chest and kisses between my chest. I sigh as I look at the view. He is covered in love bites that I gave him earlier, lying on top of me, slowly moving between my legs.

I know what he's trying to do.

"Curls." I gasp when I feel his tongue licking my abs, tracing it down till my belly button and then stopping at my boxers line, leaving a trial of wetness behind.

He looks up at me before playing with the band of my boxer. "Anthony." I grab his face, making him look at me. "Don't." I condemn but he is still not letting go of my boxer, his hips is raised as his back is arched and his face is inches away from my hard dick.

"We have a flight in 2 hours and we have to leave in 30 minutes." I say with a serious look but that doesn't change his mind. Instead, he smiles while biting his lips.

"5 minutes. I'll take 5 minutes." He smiles before reaching up and taking my lips in his. I'm too eager as I grab his cheek trying to deepen the kiss but he pulls away and goes back to his early position.