Dipendenza

Chapter 13

Ronnie

"What's yo favorite color?" I asked, holding Leo's hand above my face. I softly traced the tattoos on his hands. Pete purred at our feet asleep.

"Blue." He answered softly. His tan hand had skulls and graves on the fingers. He had tattoos of Italian words going in a circle with a knife going through them.

"Do you want me to be scared of you?" I asked. He looked at me with wide eyes. "You just always ask me if I'm scared of you. Am I supposed to be?"

"I'm a horrible man Ronald. I've done things no one can imagine. I want you to be scared because maybe it's what I'm used to." He turned in the bed. We were at my apartment of course. We never go to his place, there are too many eyes. "Do you think you're a horrible person to not be scared of me?"

"Oh there's no doubt I'm a bad guy. Passed the killing and robbing and stealing. I've had sex with best friends behind their backs. I've told women I love them just for sex. I've said things to people to start arguments and fights. I'm not a good person and I never claim to be." I confessed.

"I think you're amazing though."

"Shit I think you is too." I smiled. "Plus I know all that tough shit is for show. You got a heart too big for yo' chest."

"How would you know?" He smirked.

"I know William isn't yours." I said. He showed me his son recently. The little nigga don't look shit like Leo.

"He's my wife's sister's." He nodded.

"Your brother stays with you for free and he's not in the business." He looked confused. "When you patched me, which it's healing good by the way, I saw the name Angel Nell on the medical supplies. Those don't come with a name unless it's for school and if he's focused on medical school he can't possibly have time to be in the family." I explained.

"Did I ever tell you I find smarts sexy?" He whispered.

"No but you can show me."

"I would love to but I have work tomorrow and you have to figure out how to leave the house." He sighed.

"Just a little fuck." I whined.

"You're ready to bottom?" He asked.

"Not yet, no."

"Then nope. When you're ready I will be." Leo reached his arm under his pillow grabbing his gun and closed his eyes.

We've had sex only once and that was last week. The shit was so good I'm craving him every second of every day. His body is fucking crack and I'm the crack head. He thinks I should bottom next and while I definitely want to, I'm scared. I've done it before but I didn't like it and one time the shit hurt so bad I couldn't move. I know Leo knows what he's doing and I trust him but fuck it's my ass man. I care a lot about my ass.

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"I'm making homemade waffles and you can't get none." I teased Ariel.

"I know where you live Ronald." She glared.

"Oh right." I paused. I saw Leo walk in and immediately muted myself and put my phone face down. "Off to work little daddy." He nodded, walking up to me. Ariel was questioning me in the background but she'll be okay.

"Thank you." Leo said, kissing me softly. I nodded, handing him his container of breakfast and lunch.

"Call me later."

"I won't forget. You'll be what calms me down after my long stressful day." He kissed me again before leaving.

"Oh shit sorry, my connection is shitty." I picked the phone up and unmuted myself.