Dipendenza

Chapter 16

Leonardo

I groaned as my eyes opened. The bed was empty which irritated me but I still got up. I did a slow shuffle to the bathroom and flicked the lights on. My hair was all over my head, my neck was red with hand prints and bite marks, and my eyes were puffy from crying. I was well fucked last night. I smirked as I started getting ready.

I knew sex was good but whatever that was last night was different. Ronald really was dominating and completely controlling. He made me beg and wait for it. The way he gripped my body was painful but I loved it. He was rough and borderline abusive but I liked it. I like being handled roughly and with little care. To some pain during sex might seem odd but to me I need the pain to make the pleasure more real.

"Good morning." I grumbled walking into the kitchen.

"Good morning baby." He looked back. I walked to his side and looked over his shoulder. "Kiss?" He said turning his head. I pecked him softly. I looked at his full lips again before kissing him. Ronnie turned his body and grabbed my ass pulling me closer.

"Bend over." He whispered. I listened and leaned against the counter. He spread my ass and started licking my hole. I moaned out arching my back.

"Keep going." I moaned as I started stroking myself. I reached back holding his head in place. Ronnie started pushing a finger inside making me moan out again. He curled his finger inside of me and kept licking around my hole. Ronnie stood up and leaned over my body kissing me.

"I don't know if I should put it in after last night." He said in my ear. As he added the second finger I felt myself starting to tense up.

"Go slow." I looked back. He nodded and slowly started entering me. I let out a low moan as he started fucking me slowly. "Like that." I nodded.

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I looked across the table at my boyfriend who was sitting there eating with a cat in his lap. He's being really normal for someone who just fucked me all over the kitchen. He put me up against the refrigerator and lifted my leg fucking me roughly. Somehow I started running away and climbing on the counter but he forced me back and kept going.

"I don't think I can do this." I mumbled. He looked up confused. "You can't have sex me with me and look normal after."

"What does that mean Leo?" He laughed.

"I mean look at me. I look like a mess." I glared.
I looked worse than I did when I woke up.

"I think you look perfect." He smirked. I looked away because he made me blush. I stabbed my eggs and ate them.

"I have work today." I grumbled.

"Me too." He nodded. I looked at him with a sigh. "I'll be fine baby." He smiled.

"And if you aren't?" I asked.

"Don't lose yourself." He said lowly. "You found it again and you'll do it again. I'm sure."

"I don't want to. I only want you." My eyes started stinging.

"I only want you and because of that I'm going to be extra careful." I nodded slightly. "Come here." I stood up and shuffled towards him. I grabbed Peter and sat on Ronnie's lap. Peter meowed before jumping from my arms. Cat thinks my boyfriend is his own.

"I'm scared." I whispered.

"Listen if I'm not home tonight cooking you tacos, I give you permission to burn the city down." I nodded softly. "But if I am I want you to stop worrying so much, okay."

"Okay." I nodded.

"Gimme kiss." He puckered his lips.

"No. Last time I gave you a kiss you fucked me." I turned my head. He laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist.