Dipendenza

Chapter 14

Leonardo

The body clinging onto mine got tighter as I tried to shift away.

"Stop that shit." Ronald growled pushing his head further into my chest. I laughed softly as he got back comfortable.

"I'd love to stay but we have lives." I said. He groaned and lifted his head and looked up at me. He poked out his lips for a kiss. I leaned down pecking him.

"Leo my body hurts." He whined.

"Odd I feel refreshed." I smirked. He glared at me. I felt him bite my chest. I laughed loudly, flinching back. I rubbed my chest still laughing.

"Ass." Ronnie sat up with a wince. I grabbed his waist forcing him back down.

"I'm sorry baby, let me help you then." I smirked. He looked confused as I laid on top of his body. I kissed down his abs before I placed his legs on my shoulders. I started licking his still raw hole.

"Leo." Ronnie moaned, grabbing my hair in a tight grip.

I loved topping him last night. It was different from any sex I've ever had and intense. He was needy and his mouth was closed for once. I couldn't believe I didn't hear his smart remarks. The way his body looked being used was perfect. He crumbled in my hands but never gave up. The way I fucked him would make the most experienced pro retire. Ronald kept going though never stopping.

"Fuck." He moaned. I reached up, replacing his hand and started stroking him as I ate him. "I'm cumming Leo." He yelled. I quickly went from his ass to his dick swallowing his cum in one gulp.

"Morning protein." I smirked, wiping my mouth.

"Freaky ass." I smiled up at me. "I really enjoyed last night." He mumbled.

"So did I." I nodded. "I'm sorry I should've asked last night but after the shower and cleaning I assumed you were tired."

"Oh Leo I'm pooped. I genuinely can't describe what happened last night. I know we had sex and I bottomed but past that it's hazy."

"I can rewind and show you again." I smirked. I moved so I was laying on top of his body.

"No Leo. As much as I liked it, I gotta think about my hole first." He paused and looked to the side. "One round won't hurt." He changed his mind.

*~*~*

One round turned into four and now I'm helping Ronald wash himself. He was limping around so I felt a little bad but not much.

"You work today?" He asked, looking back at me.

"No well yes but I much rather spend my time with you." I said softly washing his back. Tattoos lined his shoulders and trailed off to his chest. I let my hands rub his body roughly messaging all of the parts that ache.

"Leo I don't want to keep you from working." He mumbled.

"You're not keeping me from anything. I want to be here so this is where I'll stay. Work will always be there."

"So will I." He turned around.

"Yes." I gave a stiff nod. My chest started hurting and my breathing picked up.

"Leo?" Ronnie asked, confused. He quickly grabbed me before I could fall. I was breathing heavy trying to get some air.

My mind just was replaying Mary's final breaths. She didn't last forever. I thought she was the end for me. Now I'm putting myself back out there and I don't think I can. I don't think I will take another person I love dying. It's so much more than just someone I love. I've bared my soul to Mary and if I do the same to Ronnie and he dies another piece of me will too. I'm already so fucked up what will I become then.