"Why did you do it? Why" I yelled at Mattheo, we were having our second fight of the week today I caught him with another girl and well you know how that ends up.
"I don't know.I'm not thinking straight. "
"You weren't thinking straight? Really?" I asked in disbelief.
"I was high y/n I didn't mean it okay."
"What happened to me being the only person you wanted to be with?" I asked as my eyes began watering.
"What happened to that?"
"You still are,please don't cry." Mattheo says cupping my cheeks wiping my tears away but I push his hands away.
"It was a mistake y/n it was and I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
"I don't know mattheo, I just— I can't take it anymore,all we ever do is fight we can't go a day without doing it.and I'm just tired of it all." I cried, Mattheo wiped my tears with his thumbs again.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me. you know how fast I can upset I don't mean to get upset with you,I never wanted to,it just happens and I'm tired of us fighting too. I know our friends are, I wanted it to go back to how we had it before. Before I got the you know when we were happy. Are you still happy with me?"
"Of course I am mattheo, of course I'm still happy with you. I love you.Maybe we should go to couples therapy? " I suggested as he kissed another one of my tears away.
"maybe we should. Now c'mere" Matteo says pulling me in for a hug, he places his chin on my head and rocks us side to side as he held me in his arms,we stayed like that for what felt like forever.
"I love you y/n and I would never do that to you again I promise."
"I love you, and you better keep your promise."
