Me and Mattheo had been dating for a few months now and his friends had always said
mean shit to me. Sometimes I would laugh along with them to make it seem like it didn't hurt and sometimes Mattheo wouldn't even see it, he would just think it's normal, because that's what he's used to but I'm not.Today the thing pansy said finally stuck to me.
"Hey angel" pansy teased.
"so.hot take, your dear ol' matty boy, likes girls who have confidence like me for example, and your confidence game is— not very uh— well you get the point.And he likes girls who does the shit he does you know? and loose the glasses, makes you look too much of a nerd" pansy said and then walked away. I wanted to cry i was tired of pansy and her shit but she was right, my confidence game was extremely low but now I had to changing since my boyfriend apparently likes girls with confidence and not nerdy girls like me.
But if he liked confident girls why was he with me? I'm just a girl with, anxiety, mommy and daddy issues, and I have panic attacks every now and then.I did need a new look, I walked all the way back to my dormitory and went into my bathroom,I grabbed my pair of scissors and grabbed a handful of my hair I closed my eyes and cut my hair off I opened my eyes and my once long curly hair was cut short.i think took my glasses off and looked in the mirror,I smiled to myself but something just wasn't right.I went into my closet and grabbed one of my shirts it was a rock band shirt I cut it into a cropped top and then grabbed my really short jean skirt that I
rarely wore because as in Mattheos words "they're too distracting" I then went back into the mirror and I was a little satisfied, I saw a hair dye bottle,it was pink my smile got even bigger, next thing I knew I had pink streaks in my hair( kinda like Katherine's hair but shorter). I looked at the clock and it was time for dinner I walked down and entered the great hall and sat with my friends at the gryffindor table.
"Y/n?" Hermione asked in shock.
"Loving the new look y/n/n" Ginny complimented.
"Thanks gin"
"did mattheo force you to do this? If he did I will ki—"
"No harry he didn't.I needed a change in wardrobe, and the hair department so relax."I told him sipping my drink smirking to myself as I felt a new gain of confidence.Everyday of this week I had been teasing Mattheo constantly and I didn't even let him get a moment alone with me,I know I could be setting myself up but I'm starting to like the fun of teasing him.we finally had our last class together and I decided to take it up a notch,I placed my hand on his thigh rubbing up and down I noticed how tense he was getting so I decided to go up higher,to his buldge area I smirked to myself and rubbed it, I think slipped my hands inside his pants and then inside his drawers but he grabbed my wrist.
"what are you doing angel? Has it been that long since I pleasured you?" He asked tilting his head side ways.
"maybe,plus I'm starting to like teasing you, I like seeing you get all tensed up against my touch." I said confidently.
"where are you getting all this new confidence from? Don't think I haven't noticed your sudden change in behavior either." Mattheo says pushing my hair out of my face.
"What are you talking about baby? What behavior?"
"Don't play dumb angel. You know what behavior.This new little act of yours, and sudden change in wardrobe, not that I don't like it you look even more sexy,should've just warned me before you were going to be like this, and if you wanted to have sex you could've just asked don't have to tease me."Mattheo said letting go of my wrist placing my hand back inside of his pants.
"But continue,i was liking it" Mattheo smirked.
I nodded and grabbed his cock rubbing it gently going up and down slowly,Mattheo gripped his hand on the side of the desk trying to keep quiet.
"Fuck" he whispered to himself. as the teacher stepped out I slid his draws down just a little revealing his cock, I placed my mouth on it and went licked all around it.
"Y—y/n" he stuttered, he grabbed my head pushing my head up and down as I went.
"Are you sure you want to do your first—"
"Mattheo shut up and pay attention."
"Yes baby." Mattheo said and quickly put his attention on the board.I then came back up and smirked to myself, I zipped his pants back for him and saw how tense he was.
"your in for it later angel" Mattheo whispered.
MATTHEO POV
It started with the drinking and then the smoking,then the teasing me it didn't take long for me to notice these actions it was weird to me that y/n was changing in these weird ways,but I just shrugged it off just thinking it was a phase she was going through and that she'll get over it in a week.
