Love to be loved huh? (BSD x reader)

Periods, Cake, and fate?

After Ranpo was done interrogating, we walked back to the agency, atsushi and dazai discussing everything which i had already known, and ranpo walking ahead.

All the while I think about my previous life....it was sad, i was forgetting about my past life. I couldn't remember my loved ones' voices. It was becoming hazy, and i couldn't help but feel numb at the thought of not even missing the people i loved and things i liked to do.

"Hey Guide!"
Ranpo shouted and I looked at him, along with dazai and Atsushi.

"I cant find my way back to the agency you know! Help me."

I chuckle, and atsushi speaks
"I think i get it now, why everyone in the agency trusts Ranpo-san so much."

Dazai smiled at him as atsushi goes ahead to guide ranpo, leaving me alone behind with Dazai.

"How's the agency?"
He asked, and i looked at him, nodding.
"I like it here, although i'd rather not walk into the death's door in the cruel ways."

He huffed, shaking his head. I had the urge to ask him a question, so i did,
"Why was I told to join the agency? I can understand Atsushi, but why me?"

He then turned to look at me, smiling softly, it was odd,
"You will know soon Y/N, soon."

'Soon....?'
"I don't get it."

"Patience, darling."
He said, looking ahead.
I blink and glance around him, anywhere but at him, feeling a bit flustered at the nickname and look away.
"I'm patient enough..."
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As soon as we reached the agency, i was SCREAMING internally. The PAIN. Why? Because I got my period. No wonder I was overly sensitive last week. But god, did it hurt. I felt like my legs were gonna fall apart right this instant and my spine was gonna snap into two. It also felt as if I'm getting stabbed in the pelvis. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy (i'm lying i definitely would).

I plopped myself on the chair, kunikida's chair. Because his desk was the cleanest one and he wasn't here. So yippie.

I was absolutely missing my chocolate stash back at home. Come to think of it, i still have no idea how Dazai knows about it. Mhm...suspicious, definitely suspicious.

It was evening already, work time was almost over. And i couldn't wait to plop into the bed with a heating pad and gulp down a chocolate cake with berry frappe. I'm probably gonna gain weight, but then again, who cares? We still SlAyyy.

And I'm probably gonna lose it anyway considering how much running around we do at the agency.

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'All my hopes and dreams have been crushed.'
I was on my bed, looking down at a Dazai on a futon near my bed.

"Can't you move to yosano's room and she comes here...?"
I say to him.

He looked up at me, eating a slice from the chocolate cake i brought for myself. I swear i heard my heart cracking.
"Hehe, no Y/N, she is probably asleep already~
She is very punctual and takes good care of her beauty you know?"

I groaned at his words.

You must be thinking why he's here in the first place.

Well, long story short, his room's air conditioner stopped working. And he came to my room for some reason. There goes my amazing night plans....

"Dazai, can you PLEASE leave my chocolate cake alone?"

"Hmm....should I?~"
He winked.

'I'm gonna kick his a-'

"Dazai."
I say, smiling blankly.
"What did i say? Leave the cake alone."

He sweatdrops and keeps the cake back infront of me. I keep looking at him with the same smile on my face as he keeps it there.

He clears his throat
"You're terrifying..."

"Aww really? Very good. Be scared."
I grab the cake and start eating it, melting with every bite.

"Can you bring the fra-"

He stands up before i can finish my sentence and walks to the mini fridge in the room.
I look at him dumbfounded as he brings me the frappe.

"....that was fast."
I take the frappe from his hands slowly.

"I want to die but not like this. Anything else ma'am?"
He bows his head.

"Ma'am? Hm....yes, okay. Become friends with chuuya."

He rolled his eyes.
"That midget? He is annoying. Pass."

I laughed
"I doubt he is annoying."
I say and take a sip of my frappe, focusing back on eating.
'He is a sweetie.'

I didn't realise that he had already settled down back on his futon, just looking up at me.
"You laugh just like that."
He muttered and i gulped some cake down.

"What did you say? I only understood laughed"

He laid down on the futon, keeping his hands behind his head.
"Nothing. Go to sleep. We might get missions tomorrow early. Also you need proper rest when you're menstruating."

I choked on my frappe.
"How did you know i was on my period?"
I look at him, wide-eyed.

"Hmmm i just do."
He smirked and tossed to the side.
"Goodnight, angel."

"Angel? Tf?"
I continue eating the cake and scroll through my phone.

After a few minutes, I decided to say something.
"Say, dazai..."

"Hm?"

"I know you're smart and all, but how do you know so much about me already? It just doesn't make sense. You're hiding something."

He opened his eyes and looked over at me.
"...you'll know."

I scoffed
"You keep saying that. It's weird. Why do you know? You didn't deny anything. That means something is up right? What do you know Dazai..."

He smiled at me.
"If you wanna know so bad, stay here with us, keep your eyes and ears open. And note down every odd thing you're experiencing. Who knows? You might just figure it all out till next week."

I raised my eyebrows.
"Seriously? If i'm gonna know that soon, can't you just tell me? This is weird. Just tell me jeez..."

"Don't worry sweetheart. Let's just call it fate."

"Corny..."

"But true. No?"

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