Love to be loved huh? (BSD x reader)

So eerie...

The next day, we were sitting in the cafe with sasaki, they were all talking about things i was definitely not interested in, and how dazai made kunikida misunderstand his and sasaki's situation. I knew all of it, so boring....

That was until dazai stole kunikida's diary, and i had ALWAYS been curious about what was written as his type ever since i watched the anime. So thats what i did, i said beside sasaki.

Kunikida was flabbergasted, he flailed his arms to reach the diary but dazai held him back.
Sasaki read the contents first and tilted her head, closing the diary saying,
"These are so specific. Did you write these with someone in mind?"

I smirked,
'Blackmail material.'
I took the diary from sasaki and began looking for his "ideal type" page.

Just before i could read, Kunikida snatched the diary from me, red in the face and put his hands on his torso.
"Don't you dare! Have you no respect for boundaries?!"

I pouted a little,
"But sasaki read it too?"

"I didn't want her to either!"

As if on cue, dazai called ranpo and kunikida's attention was now on the call as they discussed the location of the bombing. I also listened in and took a sip of my f/d.

As the call ended, i realised i hadn't told them about my ability yet.
'Should i....?'

I cleared my throat, successfully catching the attention of all four of them, ie, atsushi, dazai, sasaki and kunikida.

"By the way i have an ability."

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Atsushi looked at me surprised and confused and dazai just laughed to himself.

Kunikida sighed,
"Y/N its not the time for jokes. Besides, that was so uncalled for."

"What? Hey! I do have an ability. Why wouldn't you believe me?"
I huffed.

Dazai put his arm around my neck
"Oh i believe you, lady."

Atsushi nodded and looked at me. He was agreeing, maybe because he didn't want to hurt my feelings.

Kunikida just shook his head. And sasaki. Well....she's just there.

"Hey! Dont just do that. I'll show you."
I put a hand in my pocket and thought of a candy, it didn't work.
"Huh...?"

Atsushi and kunikida exchanged glances , and dazai, who was now sitting on the sofa and crossing his arms, looked at me with a smirk.

I tried again, but this time i thought of a pocket knife again, it....didn't work.

I pull my hand out of my pocket and looked at them sheepishly and looked back down.
"It didn't work...."

Kunikida crossed his arms and turned to dazai,
"Let's just go and plan. We don't wanna be late."

I felt a little humiliated and scratched the back of my neck.
'Why didn't it work? Was i hallucinating yesterday? That can't be right.'

I put my hand back in the pocket and try to focus a bit more. Still not feeling anything, i sighed and looked back up at the others.

"Huh?"

I was surprised and confused at what i saw. My eyes wide and mouth hung open.

Kunikida was so still, hands on his hips. He wasn't even breathing.
I frantically averted my gaze to look at dazai. His one hand was on his chin and he was looking at Kunikida. He was still too. He wasn't moving.