Love to be loved huh? (BSD x reader)

I was just trying to eat.

When i woke up, dazai was already gone.

'Huh, looks like he woke up early.'

I slumped back on the bed and slept for five more minutes (which turned into 2 hours apparently). And after i freshened up, i walked through the corridor to the office.

The morning was beautiful today, there were black clouds and cool wind was blowing. No rain but no harsh sun either. Just the way i like it. The leaves rustling was like music to my ears. How i loved this weather.

I opened the door to the office, atsushi tied up, dazai on the table acting crazy, kunikida stopping him. I slowly close the door and sighed.

'Can't have shit here.'

That was until i was pulled back in by my collar, by kunikida and i felt my soul leave me.
"AH MOM HE- oh. DUDE YOU SCARED ME."

Kunikida sighed and let go off me
"You're late."

"I just woke up."

"It's 11 am."

"That's it? I am going back to sleep again."

He rubbed the sides of his forehead in frustration.
"Did you eat yet?"

"Well no, i came here right away."

"Go to the cafe and eat, you can start working in half an hour."

"I can? Thankyou!"
I smiled and hopped away after dragging a tied atsushi out with me and untying him after we were out.

I happily skip to the cafeteria, i was awfully hungry today. As soon as i reach, i saw the doggo sitting there again. I bent down to it and barks happily. How did it become so familiar to me already? I have no idea. But anyway, i love him. He's adorable.

After coddling to the doggie a little, i enter the cafe. I open the gate and chiming from the bell hanging to the door could be heard. The worker's perked up and i greet them with a smile.
"Goodmorning."

They greet me back and i took a seat,
"Hmm, i'll just take fruit yogurt."

The waitress nodded and i silently go through my phone while i wait. What was i doing? Reading wattpad ofcourse. I somehow just had it here. Special privilege? Don't mind if i do. Wattpad's the only source of thrill my life had anyway. Before i was reincarnated atleast.

I heard the bell chime, indicating a person had entered. I paid no mind and only went through my phone.
The waitress brought my food and i smiled and thanked her, putting down my phone.

As i looked up, i saw orange-red colour in the corner of my eye. It caught my attention and i looked over at the source.

I raised my eyebrows, my mouth agape a little.
'Shit, it's chuuya.'

I sweatdrop as i eat look down and eat the yogurt, trying to seem as if i didn't notice him. Who was i kidding? He was staring at me.
'What is he even doing here in the first place? Is the mafia even allowed here?'

I heard steps being taken, and they grew closer. I could feel myself getting nervous.
'Is he going to recognise me? He is, isn't he? He is going to recognise this char-'

"Y/n?"
His voice echoes and I felt my heart jump. I slowly look up at him, contemplating what to do next.

But He spoke again,
"No...sorry, that's not possible. You can't be Y/n."

I stay quiet, turning my gaze back to the yogurt as he takes his drink and walks out of the cafeteria.

I sigh, i was probably holding my breath.
'What did he mean i can't be Y/n? This is confusing.'

Just as i was about to leave. He came back. Looking at me all over as he scanned me, he asked, albeit a bit hesitantly,
"Where...do you work?"

I blink as i scratched my cheek,
'Should i....?'
"Um, sorry, i don't tell my information to strangers..."

He nods slowly, he looked disappointed.
"I see, i understand...."
His gaze flickered over to the doggo, who was standing beside me, wagging his tail.

Chuuya knit his eyebrows together and glanced at me once again.
"Do you know dazai?"

I flinched,
'What should i do? Should i tell him the truth or not?'
"Why do you ask that....sir?"

"I just want to check something."
He said and crossed his arms.

'He definitely recognises this character, then that means dazai too....'

Right before chuuya could pry further, atsushi/ voice called my name,
"Y/n! Kunikida is looking for you!"
He stands beside me and raised an eyebrow.
"Who's this?"

I nervously huffed and hold atsushi's shoulder, pushing him towards the office.
"No one! Let's hurry before kunikida blasts."

Atsushi also nervously chuckled and simply nodded. We walk back to the office, leaving behind a confused chuuya. I felt bad, really, but i had to think. There's something wrong.

This character they know is different looks wise, but they call her Y/n, she has the same name as me. And Dazai somehow guessed(?) my likes that day. It's not just a mere coincidence. Something's going on and i need to figure out what.

Chuuya straight up refused to believe my existence. Dazai is....i don't know he is being way too secretive. And akutagawa....he called me Y/n Miura. Is this character's last name Miura?  That makes sense.

But what doesn't make sense is why they were all shocked and weird like that. If they knew this character....then why....

I was pulled out of my thoughts when i bumped into Atsushi, who was walking ahead of me and at abruptly stopped.

He turned to me and held my shoulders.
"Y/n, what's wrong? You...have been off lately. And you're always zoning out. Is something bothering you. You know i will listen right?"

I couldn't help but smile at him and my expression softened. He really was a kind soul.
"I'm okay atsushi, i'm glad you asked hehe."

I paused before pulling him into an embrace.
"Are YOU doing okay here?"

Atsushi froze, his hands hovering in the air, and he definitely was flustered.
"I-i'm doing okay. It's not that bad here...."
He smiled softly as well.

I smiled and pulled away,
"Yeah! Good friends huh? Anyway, lets go quick. Kunikida is waiting.

Atsushi lets out a contented huff and walks behind me.

If we were more careful, we would have noticed a pair of eyes following our movements.
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