[OhmNanon Mafia AU] Melting Ice

Heartbreak.

It had been five days after the debacle at the Christmas party and Nanon was still not sure how to feel about it.

Contrary to popular belief, or rather P'Tay's belief, Nanon was not drunk enough to forget everything. Yes, he remembered the night in patches and required quite a lot of fill in the blanks from P'Drake, P'Mix and P'Tay, but one thing he clearly remembered was Mr. Pawat.

Not the whole thing that had happened with him no, all those facts were supplied by P'Tay, what Nanon remembered was waking up around 5:00 AM, much more sober than before, only to find himself in the arms of the Mafia Boss with no clue how they got there.

And he also remembered, the feeling of seeing Mr. Pawat so vulnerable, so at peace...so beautiful, for the first time. Honestly, Nanon thought Mr. Pawat looked like an absolute angel when he was sleeping, with his fierce eyes closed for once, mouth slightly open for comfortable breathing and hair, all over the place. It was only when he was up, yelling and all grumpy, that his actual horns came out.

Perhaps Nanon was still too drunk to have such thoughts about someone who was not just out of his league but maybe was playing a different game altogether, but he did nothing and went back to sleep in the position he found himself in.

Not that he had the option of having a different reaction. Mr. Pawat was holding him so tightly to his own chest, that it was a miracle that Nanon was even able to breathe.

Nanon had then woken up a few hours later, to an empty cold bed, and he would be lying if he said he was not disappointed. When he had woken up earlier, the thought of the conversation in the morning had scared him, but he was ready for it. He wanted to take that chance, even if the conversation went downhill. When he had woken up alone, he felt as if Mr. Pawat had robbed him of that chance.

The thing was Nanon's own clinginess was obvious to him. He had had a crush on Ohm Pawat since he had seen the man on T.V. many, many years ago and on top of that, the haughty yet protective attitude, the sexy looks and the weird quirks that he had discovered after living at the mansion, had not really helped his crush.

Yes, he knew he was 'acting out of place' again by thinking like this but try telling that to his heart.

Despite multiple attempts at reeling his feelings in, because obviously Mr. Pawat was well, he was Mr. Pawat and why would someone like him, even look at someone like Nanon, he could only feel his one-sided crush getting stronger.

Therefore, he was not surprised at P'Tay's words that Nanon had 'jumped into Mr. Pawat's arms as soon as Mr. Pawat had told him to' but he was fucking curious about the fact that why had Mr. Pawat asked him to do so in the first place. Most importantly, he did not remember very clearly, but if Nanon had been the one who had asked Mr. Pawat to stay by him that night, why had Mr. Pawat given in?

Moreover, the main problem was that Mr. Pawat had been ignoring him ever since. He was simply refusing to face Nanon, even for a bit. For instance, the next morning after the debacle, as Nanon had walked into the dining room for a late brunch, Mr. Pawat who had been sitting in his usual spot, sporting a hangover much like himself, just got up and walked out, leaving his toast uneaten.

That was not it. Nanon had thought that just must have been an awkward moment for both of them, but apparently not. After that, things had just gotten worse. It was safe to say that it had been five days since Nanon had even looked Mr. Pawat in the eye.

Much to Nanon's dismay, he had even stopped coming the library at night.

This raised more questions than it answered, and all these questions were making Nanon's head spin. He really wanted to talk to someone about this, but at that time his most reasonable friend, P'Mix, had been having another break down over jam and even if not, maybe asking one of Mr. Pawat's family members, was not the best idea.