Nanon woke up sometime in the afternoon the next day after the debacle and he woke up to P'Mix sleeping beside him on the armchair in his room. He was pregnant, he should not be sleeping like that, was Nanon's first conscious thought.
"Phi..."
P'Mix immediately awakened with a start.
"Non..." was his initial sleepy whisper and then as he realized what was happening, "Non! You are up! Oh, Thank God!" P'Mix immediately came nearer to mother him properly.
"Are you okay?"
Was Nanon okay? Well if he was being honest, physically, his head felt very heavy, his chest hurt even at slight movements and it felt like his wrist was on fire, but he definitely had faced worse in the past, so all in all he was okay.
Mentally not so much.
When Nanon woke up, he did not remember much. It was only Korn's evil laughter and Heng's betrayal ringing in his ears and a firm warm hand, taking all his worries away. Nanon thought he may have dreamt about his dad when he was unconscious and that alone had provided him the most comfort.
He also very clearly remembered that the source of his misery this time was not Korn alone, it was also Mr. Pawat. He still could not believe that Mr. Pawat had given Nanon away like that.
Yes, he woke up in the Pawat mansion, that meant that Mr. Pawat had also eventually saved him, but Nanon could think of a million different reasons of why that could have been. Maybe P'Mix had found out about what Mr. Pawat had done and he had forced Mr. Pawat to get Nanon back? Maybe Mr. Pawat was not involved in saving him at all, maybe it was just P'Drake, P'Perth or P'Earth? All these possibilities were much more believable than Mr. Pawat caring about him and so Nanon had to invest in them and not in the counterfactual.
The facts were Nanon knew that Korn and Mr. Pawat were close, exemplified by Korn visiting the Pawat Mansion at least once since Nanon had been living there. Mr. Pawat did not like Nanon and did not want him to stay in the Pawat Mansion any longer. There were enough instances to come to that conclusion and if Nanon was being honest, going deeper into the inquiry was only going to hurt him even more. Heng was one of Mr. Pawat's most trusted men and he himself had admitted that it was Mr. Pawat who had given Nanon's location to Korn.
In light of all this, what else the fuck was Nanon supposed to believe?
Moreover, now he couldn't stay in the house of a man who did not want him there to this extent. This was once again, about dignity. He had to leave as soon as possible.
"Non? Can you hear me?"
Once again, P'Mix's voice brought him out of his thoughts, and he remembered that he had not answered P'Mix yet.
"Sorry Phi, it's just my head feels very heavy," said Nanon, putting a hand to his forehead and trying to sit up.
"No Non! Keep lying down you need to rest." P'Mix gently pushed Nanon back down on the bed.
This was the chance. No one else was here to object and Nanon could talk to P'Mix about leaving. It may be too soon since he had just woken up, but the truth was after the betrayal, it was hard for him to spend a single second in the Pawat Mansion. He needed to leave, and he needed to leave as soon as possible.
"Phi, I need to talk to you."
"Non, we can always talk later, why don't you focus on resting for now hmm? If Ohm sees you are not resting-,"
"Phi I need to leave."
Just the mention of Mr. Pawat's name had ignited something in Nanon, and he did not want to hear the end of that sentence from P'Mix.
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[OhmNanon Mafia AU] Melting Ice
FanfictionHotelier and Leader of the Triad, Ohm Pawat is a cold and calculating man. The only love he feels in his heart is for his family and nothing beyond that. They say that his heart is like ice, but it is not his fault that the world has made him like t...