Fate's whisper

Diary

It's been two weeks since they signed the divorce. Two weeks since the elder moved out of the house. Two weeks of jungkook living normal.

But, his definition of normal would not go well with our vocabulary.

He was shocked when his lawyer met him to hand him the legal documents of the divorce. It was not the documents, but what his lawyer told him.

Taehyung have transferred ten percent of his shares to jungkook as a compensation for breaking the contract before the year ended.

Jungkook became quiter now a days and yoongi caught it.  But he know  better than asking the younger what was wrong. He will be waiting until the younger himself tells him what was going on.

When he goes to the house in the evening it was eeire silent. No TV running in the background. No sound of shower. No lights on. It was grave silent. And jungkook hates it the most.

He was still attending the sessions with Aera. But he don't know for how long. The conference is over and in the next two days she is leaving for US. he may go for online councelling?

But what changed? He could not find any improvement in him.

He made his way towards the kitchen  hoping to find something to eat. There is nothing in the kitchen. No groceries nothing. He sighed opening up the fridge to see if something in there. He have finished all of the milk, breads and his banana milk in the course of two weeks. He could not find anything but his eyes fell on strawberry milk cartons. There are three of them. And his mind went back to the certain someone who had bought these for him.

The though made him somewhat shiver. He closed the door suddenly as if he had touched the fire. He hurried out of the kitchen picked up his car keys and went to the garage. He by his habit turned to look at the elder's car which would always be parked beside his. But he found none. Not his car. Nor that bike the elder would drive occasionally.

His mind spirraled with thoughts. And all he wanted was to clear them out.

He want alcohol. And that's what he does.

He doesn't want to cause any trouble to yoongi by blacking out in a club. Hence he bought a case of beer and a strong votka before making his way to his house again.

He glanced the clock.

10.32 pm

He opened the first can of beer sitting in the couch of the living room. One, two he stopped drinking the when he neared the tenth bottle of beer. He placed the can down before drowsily walking to the kitchen. After 5 minutes of pure struggle he could get  grip of a glass.

He served the first serving of votka for himself. It has been long since he had strong drinks like votka. He had always settled with beer. But today it's not enough for him to supress the pain he is feeling in his heart.

The worst thing is that he don't know why was he feeling like this.

He haven't heared from the elder since the day he made his way out of the mere building he was sitting. He haven't seen him for two weeks.

But why does that hurt him? He have been away from that flithy bastard for five fucking years after what he did to him. But now? This two weeks feels like a decade for him. And the worst thing is that there is no one he could share this with.

What would he tell them?

To be honest he don't know.

The bottle of strong alcohol was in the verge of finishing when the younger ditched the glass and took the bottle and started to gulp from it directly.