Dear Haley; Love, Haley Vol. 1

I am feeling pretty appreciative

Dear Haley,

I am feeling pretty appreciative. I talked with my mom today and got some things off my chest. I felt heard and I am thankful The Most High is taking an approach to make my life better, even if they are different choices. The better choices they make, the better my life approach will take. I got discouraged today because I kept thinking about my life and who I should become. I do believe life is hard when you choose the world, especially when I don't belong to the world. But I know I want to help the world, so I find myself in a dilemma to figure out what I want from life. I know in my Gratitude Diary, it gave me some insight on what I can do with my life, such as activities, care, and career. I have been thinking about putting myself out there in the world, but my patience, confidence, and comfortability needs to be up to par with those ideas. And not only that, I need a strong heart to put myself out there. I know I care to help the world tremendously, but it does require skills and a specific mindset to do so. I know I am capable of achieving it because deep down, I know it is who I am. I know I am more than capable of being a known star to help the world, but that is not my priority. My priorities are with The Most High. I gave my life, mind, body, heart, soul, and spirit to them, so I am not interested in filling my ego and person with actions that do not correlate with The Most High. All I know is this, regardless of the circumstances, I will succeed in who I am to be, and I know The Most High cares about me more than myself. I have witnessed it, and it is true. The difference between The Most High and I is that I am willing to go far to where my mind resides, and that is not the world's most pleasant experience. The Most High, on the other hand, leads my complete and entire being to where they know I am needed and will never let me stop me because they are infinite. They are eternal and I am a human on Earth living day by day because that is the experience I have and know. The Most High is an amazing experience and I rather give them my all because my life is not something temporary to me. I know who I am, but I don't know what I am to be. I am doing, but that doesn't mean the answer is simple. It is always abstract because it plays a role in not just my life, but in the lives of others. I care a lot, and I value you with love. So, I am thankful that I am able to be a living life that has caring dreams and cares for others. I am blessed and I thank The Most High. Thank you and I love you. I am highly appreciative, and I am happy about everything and all.

Love,

Haley