Dear Haley; Love, Haley Vol. 1

Yesterday last night was an amazing night

Dear Haley,

Yesterday last night was an amazing night. I was on a roll and just kept going. I was aligned and it was in me to pursue life in motion. No worries, no fear. The time played a huge role in my activities, everything was set. All I had to do was follow a plan within me, piece my tasks together and make sure I time them accordingly. Last night, my father spoke to me about dreams and knowing me, I like dreaming. It is nice to create images in my head. But his words constantly remain as he has told me his meaning about dreams. Dreams are not our current reality. It is a perception in our mind. Conscience or subconscious. I am not completely familiar with the science behind our dreams, but I am aware that they are not our reality in the present moment. It can be to others if that is their choice. But for me personally, I agree because as I wake up, my emotions play more roles here in the present than in my dreams. I can fantasize and I can create visuals that I may enjoy, but that is not my current reality. And it is the truth, I cannot continue living my pleasures through false realities. So, that being said, I woke up today around 6 to 6:30 in the morning. I dreamt and my dream was odd. I was told I was lazy in my dream and that was an absolute no in my life. So, I woke up and began my day. It was slow to say the least. I was sleepy and needed to feel rejuvenated. It took some time, but it was not painful. All I needed was something to do. So, I began creating tasks for me to do. Things I would normally do if I needed to begin my days as usual. Routine isn't too bad, my fear is that I will become bored over my tasks, so I need to find ways to make them fun, enjoyable, and is growing me to make be better than before. I believe that it makes life more interesting and fun. I am doing more than what I have done in the past. I believe it also helps get to know me too. What I like, what I don't like. What makes me who I am. I can be basic and tell the tales that will no longer mean anything to the naked eye. But to be where the people are is where life does get exciting because I have something to share, something to offer. I am honestly thankful and blessed. It feels good to write my thoughts down and make them a reality in my life. The truth with honesty. One topic I have been thinking about is letting go of worry for my family. I do not like hearing my family talk about their struggles and feeling that they aren't achieving in life. I know the world is a strange place and can make us feel out of touch or imbalanced. But that is why I am taking the time with The Most High to find balance within myself as I am here on Earth. Earth is a beautiful place, but beauty is more significant than many people allow others to understand. All I know is that I don't want my family to feel like they are in poverty. That this world is the way we should live. Or that living is how we are meant to be. We are life and existence. We are purpose and pure light. So, to be in fear due to the way Earth is made, I don't want to disregard the way my family can behave towards it. Most importantly, I honor The Most High, as well as my mother and father. I am raised that way, I was taught that way, I believe that way. I love that I am embracing them with honor because it shows a committed value and gives me the opportunity to value myself as I value them. It is not about picking a side and becoming confused with myself. It is understanding what I want for myself and putting it into action. I have given my life all to The Most High because I am of The Most High. Without The Most High, I would be nothing. I would not have existed because they are the one who has created me, the Creator. So, as I live here on earth with all of its aspects as well as creativity. I have to understand how living on Earth is operated and use it to my advantage the way The Most High intends for my existence to be here on Earth. I truly believe The Most High has made me this way because I do feel meaningful with the Creator of The Most High by my side. It is their side too and I enjoy our time together. The Most High is never wrong and The Most High is intentful. Both aspects we have to understand. So, I intend to listen to the Creator of The Most High and be encouraged by their words. To be still and with the Creator at all times. They are a part of me, they are me. I am the Creator, and in flesh. I am Haley. So, I'm thankful to be here on Earth helping my loved ones, helping everyone here on Earth, and helping The Most High. For without them, I would be nothing. And with them, and I am everything they call me to be. Thank you for this opportunity and thank you for everything. I love you always.

Love,

Haley