Dear Haley; Love, Haley Vol. 1

Better days better days, and my days are getting better each day

Dear Haley,

Better days better days, and my days are getting better each day. I woke up around 7 today because my mother called my name, and then I fell back asleep. I had a couple dreams, and they were interesting. I don't know much about the significance of my dreams other than the fact that The Most High is in control and shows me my dreams. I am not mad about my dreams; I just wish the explanation of my dreams were more literal. I saw someone for sexual pleasure and may his everything and all be blessed by The Most High. I saw a ritual room where people were in groups doing tarot and one group was sacrificed. I saw a reptilian shapeshift into a snake and a smaller figure than what I had seen before. It was interesting, but I still don't understand why I am seeing reptilians in my dreams. I had a daydream where I spoke to the reptilian, and it was kind. I know my heart wants the best for everyone, but everyone isn't my heart. I saw the significance of understanding, but that doesn't mean that is the complete truth. So, I am giving it to The Most High and I am relieving myself from what I don't understand so I don't create delusions towards the truth. I have been thinking about marriage and getting married. I know it is possible, but is it truly what I want here in this world? I know I want children, but am I seeing it clearly and truthfully? I have asked The Highest and the verdict is that I am not to be married, but a queen to the world to guide them to their light. To be honest, would I throw away that opportunity just for a temporary marriage here on Earth? I know I want to be in love with a man and have a family of our own but when I saw those words, they may be something else to The Most High. So, what exactly am I to gain from being married to a man and conceiving our children? Is that truly for me? Am I destined to get married and have children, or is it written differently to The Most High? I have had all kinds of dreams before, and I have seen myself with two children in a dream. I mostly daydream about what I want in life and The Most High always offers me verdicts. When I had one's children, the aura of my dream (not a daydream) was dark and mellow. The atmosphere bothered me. So, am I to overcome fear? Am I to be balanced? What am I to truly be? To be with The Most High is an incredible experience because I am not worried or in fear. Stress is not of me, and neither is depression. A blessing it is to be with The Most High. Am I thinking for myself and what I really want, or am I confused because I live in a world where everything belongs to The Most High? I know I am not alone on this journey, and I know I will have children of my own one day. May the father of my children be the man he is supposed to be without me fearing my true calling. I know why I desire marriage, but marriage is a blessing, not a contract. And I have to enjoy the blessing. I can't think solely for myself. I live in a world filled with people and this world will always have people. Balance is something my eternity must practice because that is how we were made. Light will always have darkness and darkness will never exist without light. So that being said, I give it to The Most High as my everything and all belongs to The Most High. I am not stupid, and I am not dumb. The Most High has control over my everything, and all, and I am to breathe, relax, focus, and grow. I am a tool; The Most High's wisest tool and I mean that with integrity. I am humble and I am thankful. I know I am gifted and I am appreciative. Life will always continue and I am not to live in fear. I am fearless and I have courage. I am brave and I am thankful. Thank you The Most High, my Creator, my everything and all. May you continue doing all that you are doing as I am thankful for what you are doing for everyone and all. Thank you. And I love you.

Love,

Haley