Dear Haley; Love, Haley Vol. 1

I need to pray more, but my prayers are something I like to get creative with

Dear Haley,

I need to pray more, but my prayers are something I like to get creative with. They are beautiful to me, and I intend to mean every word I say. They say begging to The Most High in prayers is lacking faith. The Most High knows I have everything I need, and I am always right where my needs are. And as well as my wants. It is whether or not I am willing to take the opportunity. I am always saying that I want my heart to be in it. That I need to feel the urge inside me to pursue my journey, dreams, goals, and aspirations. I know it is inside me, I can feel them ringing in my heart. They tell me ahead of time, and all I have to do is put them into action. My path is clear, what makes me feel scattered is my mind and it is mainly because I am not quick into my journey. I am walking at a pace that is comfortable. It is not too crazy, it is a pace that gives me the opportunity to enjoy myself, enjoy my time, and enjoy my present. I still need to put them into action. It is inside me and there is more I think of in my internal aspects. Like, how do I want to work on my dreams? What are those goals? What kind of aspirations do I have? What am I truly looking for?  And how am I willing to bring them to life? I know that I am articulative and I am always thinking of ideas. The Most High and my ideas simply require skills, a plan, something direct for my person. I love the idea of direction; I like going where I need to go. Sometimes I can get really excited about something, so I need to evaluate what it is I am exactly doing. Emotions play a huge role in my life. I know we are emotional beings here on Earth, but I am sensitive, I am someone who is passionate with my emotions. I bring a lot of care and I am embracing my love for something. I know it may not be everyone's cup of tea, but that is not entirely my concern. I don't want to negatively affect anyone, but I do enjoy expressing myself, it is who I am. Each day is a grand day, I just have to accept it. I have creative ideas, but I also have plans. I have goals, but I also want to contribute more into my life. There is something I am always searching for, not that I am chasing for answers, but my heart yearns to be expressive. It is like a piece of art, and I am thinking of how to put it to life. What are my goals, and how am I going to align them? I like to think accordingly. Have a meticulous plan, something that is specific and is working in my favor throughout all of my goals. The utmost truth about all of this is that I cannot depend on anybody to help me, other than The Most High. The Most High is always by my side and has my back, there is no doubt about it. I like taking my time, but I am always thinking of how to stay on my feet. How am I changing, what do I need to alternate? What moves do I need to make to keep my peace and happiness? Life is always continuing, and I know that people's emotions can affect my person. So, am I content with who I am? What is it exactly that I want to start on? What are my business moves? What goals do I have for myself? What am I searching for when I see myself? Am I visualizing, or do I need to get physical with my dreams? It is all about choices, and decisions for myself. I can tell myself something, that is the first part in building a dream to life, but what choices am I going to make? What am I looking for as I see myself? I know I am beautiful, but beauty is an idea that many will not always agree with. I know I can improve, but what is it that I am interested in seeing? I don't think so deeply about myself and I believe it is because I do believe I am beautiful, and I am not interested in impressing others. That is a kind perspective to believe in and I take that with everyday in my life as I take care of myself. I just know that when it comes to improving, I am interested in seeing something specific. So I have to get specific, and give it to The Most High. When I visualize, it is a blessing. But when I speak, I become the action of my blessing. I become the process of my blessing. All that is left for me is to listen to The Most High. Listen to the truth. Listen to what is right for me. What is it that will get my heart going? And not just my heart, my body. My soul and spirit belongs to The Most High, they have already blessed me with gifts and talents. They have already gifted me with beauty and dreams. They know exactly what to do with me, even with the dreams I carry, the goals I desire to achieve, the ideas I have, the plans that we are making. The Most High is internally helping me with our plans. All I know is that The Most High is intentful, The Most High is the knowing of everything. They have the action that gives me the process of everything I am doing. The Creator is in control, the Creator is the action. The Creator is my help, for without them, I would struggle on my own. For without them, I wouldn't know what to do. I wouldn't have existed. What are these dreams, goals, plans, ideas, aspirations if I was not made by The Most High? What is it that the Creator is searching for as I am being built? It is so interesting and I am thankful to be who I am to discover these amazing discoveries, to see this journey with my eyes. To be present with The Most High as they are leading my entire life and existence. Love is unconditional, and I am aware that The Most High is by my side guiding me to enjoy life as they know my goals aren't to be lonely, sad, and depressed. Or anxious and overwhelmed by stress that leads to fear. I truly want the best for my family, my loved ones, my friends, my neighbors, the people in this world, the animals in this world, The Most High, and me. To be in grand health and filled with The Most High's wealth because they are making life more enjoyable than anyone could imagine. I do not believe The Most High is worried or stressed, or lives in fear. I believe the Creator made those emotions to describe how you can be affected if you so choose to walk away from them. They made you and although we can experience happiness and expressions that may make us happy. There is always the way that The Most High leads so we can experience them by our side, and not the fear of being alone without them. So I am thankful, I am appreciative, I am grateful, I am blessed, I am encouraged, I am excited, I am amazed, I am in love, I am happy, and I am truly happy and thankful to have The Most High, the Creator of everything and all to truly be by my side and live life through the existence of the Creator's light. Thank you and I am excited to experience life the way you see our journey going. I love you The Most High, and I know with everything you are doing, you are here with me. Thank you truly, I appreciate it. And I love you.

Love,

Haley