CONFESSION IN COMIC BOOK 《 TAEKOOK 🐯🐰》

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Jungkook pulled his hands back from Taehyung's hold...he sat straight holding the bench edge within his tight grip....he took a deep breath feeling featherlite weight as a big burden removed from his self....

Taehyung smiled looking at younger side profile...his face reflects the small smile which blossom on jungkook's face....again silence took over them but this time it was not awkward....but it was a peaceful, calm and soothing.......

" can I ask you something " jungkook asked after a long pause  ...Tae hummed encouraging him to continue ahead....

Jungkook bit his lips...debating with his own self about the question....finally keeping his nervousness aside he asked ..

" about those comics books...there..there was some words underlined in them...was that meant anything..." jungkook finally asked the question which he repeated for millions times in this past years....

Jungkook looked at Taehyung when a small chuckled heard from him...he looked at him amazed....the way Taehyung looked at the sky and chuckling like he was recalling something very interesting....

" that...hmm..you can call that a failed attempt of a teenager boy who wanted some attention from his crush...." Taehyung said after composing himself.....

jungkook who was expecting something like    ' I just did that for fun or mistake '  or ' it was meant for someone else ' was taken back by his answer......

' crush...????? Was he talking about me...??? But...' jungkook was making a questionnaire in his mind still staring at elders with his big Bambi eyes which made elder smile....

" let me tell you a story jungkook...." Taehyung said breaking the trans of jungkook who looked at elder with anticipation....

" I don't remember the exact date or time....but I can clearly remember how my heartbeat was raising its every beat by second, how my eyes were stuck in that face which shows the most beautiful and innocent smile I have ever seen....I don't know what caused me to stare a boy who was helping his parents to shift boxes from truck to thier new home....it was new..new for a boy like me who only focused in his studies...in his work and never wanted to make himself a burden on others....a newborn feeling I felt that day is still fresh in my heart ....and I still get that feeling when I look at you..jungkook....."

Jungkook wanted to pinch himself....or hit his head somewhere to make sure he is not hearing things......he wanted to ask many things but his voice betrayed him on this point....he opened his mouth only to exhale the air ....

" I saw you the day you shifted in our area....and I knew there is something  which is pulling me towards you....I saw you talking with jimin and after that I saw you in his house....his bedroom was opposite to our balcony ...so I will take my books with me to sit there ...only for watching you....I know the time when you usually arrive at his home so I will be doing some outdoor cores so that I can get a glimpse of your face....I don't know what kind of madness gotten in to me that I used to walk all over the street only to see you when you don't visit at jimin house....I will pass from your house hoping to see you there....I will wait a bus stop after my classes so that I can see you at evening....I don't know how you didn't noticed my presence around you...."

  Taehyung stopped looking at jungkook who was in confusion about he should cry or smile....was he that blind and dump not to notice all this....or was he too immense in elders thoughts that he never noticed his surroundings.....

" I knew what was I feeling....and your eyes which used to search for me...your small attempts to talk to me and all made me a happy like never before....I felt like I won over this life....but...but everything is not how we wanted.....may be that was my  dumbness to think like that in past but it was hurted me....I always watched how your parents treated you...like a prince....they never said a no to you whenever you ask them anything.....I saw you in market Square.....where you asked something from you dad...but when he denied..you puffed your cheeks like a small baby....making puppy eyes to convince....even me who was watching all this from behind a stall can't stop myself from smiling... then   how can they...at last they brought you what you wanted.....that when a realization hit me....what if I was in that place....will I be  able to fulfill your wish....." Taehyung stopped to take a deep breath....a sudden hit of emotions making him shutter on his own words.....

Jungkook just don't know what to say....was all that his fault that elder felt like that..??? He questioned himself....

Just like Taehyung reads his mind...he continued...

" it was not your fault.....you were brought up like that by loving everyone....and you returned that feeling equally.......I also wanted to treat you like a prince....I used to see how boyfriends used to pamper thier partners...spoiling them give thier love and gifts....I know you don't value materialistic things...but still ...it was my wish to bring all the happiness for you....but I realized I had nothing.....I can't even take care of my expenses...I can't take responsibility of myself...then how can I make you happy.....others will think it was a nonsense to think like that...but someone like me whose parents left him behind to start thier own new life....whose only loved one..my grandmother working hard to give me education....and my hyungs who spending thier hard-earned money for me....what you expect from a boy who never wanted to be a burden on them....at that point...I thought I am not ready for you....but I was determined to be a perfect person who can make you happy and give you all the happiness in this world...then...I started to see the same emotions which I felt for you ..in your eyes for me....I never wanted to be in a situation where I have to reject you or say anything hurtful...so I thought avoiding you will be best  for us...and I did that without knowing how much I hurted you on your precious day when you came to me to talk about your exam results.....I regret every second where I ghosted you....not knowing I was hurting our  hearts at a same time...."

Tears were streaming from jungkook's eyes....what was he living in some delusional world till now....he never saw this side of Taehyung.....the cold face which holding a ocean of emotions....how ...how can he never noticed that.....if he could have saw through all this....they could have another story to tell......

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Helloooo

Ufff....too much senty......

Anyways...I have an important think to ask...pls reply guys...because future of story will be depending on that....

So should I end this story after Taehyung's confession....

Or

Should  I let tae to woo jungkook...to let him show the love he can't express in past....

What should I do....if story is boring then you can say that...I will end it with 3 or 4 chapter.......or not it will be a little more long ......

Pls share you opinions...or I will think you  guys want to end this....

Stay happy and healthy 💗

Bye...

Crystal 🔮