My Secret Identity

7. Suprise

We arrived back to the stadium. Jayden looked like a n over excited five year old.

"We should go find my brother," I sighed heading towards the bus. I pushed on the shut door and it opened. I steped inside. There was a note on the table.

"Having a good time fucking everyone Sara?" I read it out loud.

"Who wrote that," Livvi asked coming out the bathroom with damp hair and a cute red playsuit that had cute patterns on.

"Anyone's guess," I lied. There were two possible people it could be.

"That's," Jayden said before stopping once I looked at him sharply.

"Do you think," I asked slowly.

"It couldn't be. But it has to be," Jayden sighed running his hand through his hair.

"Who are these hunks," Livvi asked.

"I'm Miles and that's Jayden. My boyfriend," Miles told her. Livvi sighed, "Okay back to the note we should tell the boys. Just to be on the safe side,"

"Luke will get over protective and so will Calum," I sighed. I knew that what I should do but I didn't want to face the coincidences, "It's nothing really. It could be anyone," I grinned. Lying. I had gotten good at that. I needed to be.

"If you're sure," Livvi said.

"Very," I replied,"I want to change quickly before we go backstage," I said.

"Okay. I'll keep an eye on these two," Livvi grinned. I looked through my clothes and grabbed an almost identical playsuit to Livvi's but black. I chose a pair of black wedges. Then slipped them on. I walked down to the other end of the bus.

"Wow girl that's adorable," Jayden grinned.

"Did you bring the red wedges that go well with this one," Livvi asked. I nodded.

"In my closet somewhere," I grinned. Once she walked up the bus Jayden looked at me.

"Why don't you want to tell Luke," he asked quietly.

"It's not a good idea, anyway it could be anyone," I smiled.

"I know it just looks a lot like his handwriting," Jayden said.

"We're leaving after this show anyway," I smiled.

"But I just got to know you," Miles whined,

"It's not like you can Skype her with me or anything," Jayden laughed. Livvi came back down the bus wearing the red wedges.
"Okay I have a quick question," Miles stated, "How many shoes do you own?"

"Well I own a lot. But me and Livvi always share all our clothes as shoes so between us we have enough so we don't really wear the same thing more than once," I answered.

"We can go backstage now," Livvi laughed waving her phone around. I slipped my phone in my pocket. The boys got off the bus and helped us down. Livvi took us to the back entrance and let us all in. She guided us up stairs and down corridors until we reached the left side of stage. Calum ran over to me. He gave me a hug then pecked lips gently. He glowered at the two boys with us.

"Luke they're back," he called behind him. Luke ran towards us and hugged me. Mikey came too followed by the girl and Ashton. Mikey hugged Livvi and then me. The girl sent me daggers as if to say get away from Mikey. I gave Ash a quick hug two.

"We go on in like an hour and the fans will be coming in soon. But I'm starving," Mikey said.

"I can do a food run," The girl said.

"Thanks Zar but no need we can order something," Mikey smiled at her.

"No I insist," the girl said.

"Six pizzas?" She asked.

"Make it seven," Luke said glancing sideways at me. The girl nodded. She left.

"Who is she," I whispered,

"Mikey's lover," Livvi replied just as quiet, "They're not dating but they hook up a lot. I mean a lot."

"Okay," I mumbled. I walked closer to the stage. The sun was still shining outside. I was looking out to see all the faces looking up at the stage bright eyed. One face was different though. Blue eyed, pale skin black haired. James. James was here. I took a few steps backwards and hit something solid. I span round. Luke.

"What's wrong," Luke asked. I was still way shorter than him. Now only his head not his head and shoulders.

"Here," I mumbled. Luke looked into my frantic eyes.

"Who," Luke asked.

"Him," I replied.

"Cal," Luke called Calum came over to us.

"Yeah," Calum asked.

"He's here," Luke whispered.

"Crap," Calum helped me sit on one of the huge sturdy boxes. The ones they kept the instruments in when they were traveling.
"Stay there Sara," Luke told me before running off. Calum was still stood there rubbing circles on my thighs.

"In through your nose out through your mouth," Ashton whispered appearing next to me on the box. He pulled me onto his lap, "Cal go get your hair done I've had mine done. I'll look after her. I promise," Ashton kept remaining me to breath in and out whilst holding onto me. He started to play with my hair. He fishtailed my hair. He tied it with a random black ribon he had. He made it go over my shoulder.

"That's adorable Sara who did that," Luke asked reappearing,

"Ash," I mumbled.

"Is that why you wanted this," he asked waiving around the black bracelet.

"Yeah," Ashton said. Luke passed it to him and he slid it onto his own wrist. Luke looked up at us and came to sit up here too. Ashton slid me onto Luke, "I think I need to go find where the food is," He said, "when was the last time she ate," Ashton asked the two boys. Jayden looked at the floor.

"Dunno," Jayden mumbled.

"She had a shakeaway," Miles said. Ashton slid off the box and left me with Luke.

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Sorry this is short but a lot has been going on at the moment. I've taken over this whole account due to some things Alex has gone through in the past week sport if I don't update much a the moment even though it's the summer holidays for most of you now.

- Lana