My Secret Identity

8.

I was sat in the dressing room we were all here still. the show ended five minutes ago. The four boys were cooling off by lying in random spots on the floor painting sweaty and just plain horrible. There was a knock at the door. Luke jumped up. Quickly followed by the other boys.

"Who is it," Jayden called out.

"Why the fuck are you here," the person asked bursting in, "You telling me you've be talking to her still," James. James was in the dressing room, "After fucking everything,"

"James leave now," Jayden growled moving falward I was sat on the couch, "Don't you see she doesn't love you. Not after what you've done to her how could she," he was talking calmer. Steadier. Gentler.

"Get out," Calum was annoyed he glanced from me, "You're making her shake. She's shaking she was fine then you turned up and now she's freaking out. She is never like this and it hurts okay to watch her hurt its hurting me now get out," he was so close to James now.

"Or what," James hissed.

"This," Calum replied his voice shaking with anger. He pushed James up against the wall and punched him in the eye before pushing him out the room and slaming the door shut.

"Sara, Sara are you okay," Luke asked kneeling in front of me.

"I am," I mumbled in reply. Shaking. Lying.

"I shouldn't have let Calum do this," Luke sighed pulling me towards him.

"Now it my fault," Calum hissed, "I brought her along because I didn't feel happy leaving her alone in Sydney I never thought that the problem would follow."

"It's not Calum's fault nor is it anyone's fault that he's here but his," Jayden replied.

"It's mine," I mumbled into Luke.

"Far from it," Luke replied kissing the top of my head. "He's not your responsibility, he will never be your responsibility. I promised myself to never let this hapen. So it never gets that bad again," he mumbled into my hair. He picked my up.

"Where you taking her," Ashton asked.

"The bus. He can't touch her there," Luke said. He was holding me bridal style.

"Luke. Wait," Calum said.

"What," Luke snapped at him.

"You're going to need help getting her to bed in that state. Take Livvi with you," Calum said.

"No," Luke said, "I can do this. She's my sister after all." Everyone was taken back. Luke carried me to the bus. There were girls stood waiting at the back door.

"Isn't that Calum's girlfriend," someone called out.

"Yeah she is," someone else commented. There were more murmurs of disapproval as Luke ran towards the bus. He opened the door and placed me on the couch.

"You okay," Luke asked kneeling in front of me slipping of my shoes. I slowly shook my head, "Why,"

"I could've stopped this," I whispered, "I knew he was here before he was in the croud," I slowly walked up the bus pulled out the note James left from under my mattress. I gave it to Luke wjho had followed me.

"Why didn't you tell me. I could've stop that from happening," he mumbled against my forehead before planting a kiss.

"You were angry at me this morning remember," I replied.

"Get ready for bed. I'll stay just here," he told me, "I'm not anymore I promise." Luke pulled himself up on his bed which was the one next to mine.

"Okay," I mumbled finding a pair of cotten shorts and a tee before shutting my curtain with me inside and changing. I opened the curtain and peered to the kitchen. More or less everyone was down there. I snuck to the bathroom and brushed out my hair and washed my face before creeping back to my bunk I cuddled under the comforter and thought about the day. How James freaked me out.

"Sara," someone whispered peering into the bunk, "are you awake," they asked. I pretended I was asleep.

"Luke she's asleep," someone said, "should I wake her for food or not,"

"No it'll be hard to get her back to sleep," Luke replied. His mouth was full.

"When she wakes up tell her me and Miles said good bye and told her to have fun," someone else said I assume it was Jayden.

"I will," Luke said he was quite loud right next to me, "I'll save you some food so you can eat it when everyone else I asleep or whenever," Luke added under his breath so only I could hear him. I slowly nodded.

"Yeah well don't eat everything in case she wakes up hungry greedy guts," Luke called down the bus.

"Well you've eaten hardly anything eat something else," Ash called,

"I'm not hungry I can eat more later if I'm hungry," Luke replied having sat on the end of my bed.

"Luke she's okay. Don't worry about her too much or you'll get I'll. I don't think you could look after her whilst you're ill," Ashton said.

"I'll eat later when I'm hungry," Luke growled.

"Okay I'm going to bed," someone else sighed.

"In your own bed Calum," Luke added.

"I know," Calum sighed. I heard a creak as Calum got into his bed.

"I'm going to bed," Ashton said, "You two should go to bed as well or you'll be tired in the moringing and grouchy."

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Luke and I were sat in the kitchen by yourself as the driver was driving to the next place. The crew were asleep in their bunks as were the other members of the band and Livvi had fallen asleep in the living room by herself watching TV. Luke had moved her comforter and covered her so she wouldn't get too cold. The pizza though cold still tasted good. I wasn't tired. Not after seeing James. It fucked up everything.

"You should get some rest," I told Luke, "I don't want you tired you have a show tomorrow,"

"I can't not if you're scared," He replied.

"If it makes you feel any better I'll stay in your bunk," I told him,

"You'll need help getting up there," he replied.

"You can lift me up can you not," I asked he nodded putting away the food. He then put me on his bunk and climbed on with me. I cuddled up to Luke and fell asleep quite quickly Luke's body preventing me from falling out.