My Secret Identity

10. Last nights.

I was sat on the bus on Luke's bunk I managed to get myself up here and I had the curtains shut. I was sat out the way scrolling down the Hemmings twitter I had. It was full of get better soon's and hope you're okay's. More or less eveone had gone out to eat but Luke stayed with Calum here. So I wasn't by myself. Like I wasn't going to die if they left.

"Sara," Luke called down the bus, "Are you hungry we can go out and get something to eat or I can cook somethings,"

"No you eat with out me I'm good," I replied.

"Where are you," Luke asked confused.

"Your bed," I replied. Opening the curtain a bit.

"Okay," Luke grinned, "You did good getting up there," he lifted himself up.

"Can I join," Calum asked like a small child.

"If the bed brakes I'll blame you two," I told them as Calum joined us. It was cramped but I liked it. I was cuddled in between them our legs hanging off the bunk.

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We heard the door open and pulled our legs onto the bunk.

"Lucy see you again soon. We have an other show here tomorrow so see you then yeah," Livvi called out. Luke drew the curtain quietly.

"I think I'm going to go to bed. Guys," Livvi said walking down the bus and getting in her bunk. There were more footsteps,

"Where are the other three please don't tell me they wandered off and got lost," Ashton sighed. I peeped out the curtain he had is back to us. Luke counted down from three on his fingers. Luke and Calum pulled back the curtain as fast as they could and we all screamed.

"Fuck you guys," Ashton shouted hitting Luke and Cal's legs. We laughed at him. Calum climbed of and engulfed him in a hug.

"You love us really," Calum laughed.

"Unfortunately I do," Ashton said shaking his head. Luke got down next and helped me down. Calum kissed my forehead and them smiled downnat me. I flashed him a fake one back before hugging Ashton.

"I think we should've filmed that," I told Ashton.

"If you did I wouldn't be too happy," Ashton laughed back picking me up and running with me down to the kitchen. He threw me onto the couch and then landed on top of me.

"Hey off me fat ass," I grumbled at him as he was squishing me. He was laughing at me and his hair tickling my face.

"Get off her," Luke shouted, "She's smaller than all of us and she's younger if you've hurt her I'll kick you of the buss for the night," Ashton got off me, "Sara you're okay right?"

"I'm fine," I told Luke sitting up. Luke gave me a hug.

"Don't do that to her again," He growled. He took me by the hand and took me out side the bus, "Are you happy with Calum I know when you fake a smile," he asked quietly.

"I thought I was but I don't know. Everything's a bit overwhelming at the moment," I sighed, "I just don't think I should be here. I should go home," I said.

"No you just in shock still from yesterday you'll be okay I promise," Luke said.

"I don't think I can get over James. When ever Cal kisses me I see him. I didn't before I do now. Now I've seen him again," I spilled. Luke pulled me closer.

"No don't cry boo. I love you and he won't hurt you again," Luke whispered into my hair. I wasn't even aware I was crying. Someone cleared their throat.