The boy I never should've trust (H.S.) *Editing*

Chapter 6

umm well here you go...It's the second week of summer and I'm going to keep on updating.

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-Sammy-

This was the most terrible day I have spent living on this earth.I just found out I meant nothing to Harry,and Philip.I thought Philip would be my new prince,but he's just like Styles.He's a God Damn Player.

After school,dinner,and shower I went to my window.My mum broke the news to me that me niece is ill.My whole world came crumbling down.

I sat down and started thinking of what will happen to me starting tomorrow.What will happen when my parents die ? What will happen when when my sister dies ? What will happen when I have no one to lean on anymore ? What will happen to when I try my hardest to be noticed,but nothing happens ?

I started balling my eyes out and eventually passed out on my window sill.

-Next day-

I woke up earlier than usual.I popped into the shower.The lovely scent of raspberries filled my nose.My shoulder length hair was not easy to shampoo,considering it was very thick.I still cried while taking a shower.I didn't feel pretty good today.I felt my whole world was crumbling.I actually just found out last night my niece was sick.She was one of the closest things to my heart.One of those that I would never want to lose.No matter what it was,I couldn't help but break down.

I got out of the shower,put on my clothes,and headed out the door.

I left as early as 6:30 am.School doesn't start 'till 7:00am sharp,but I wanted to take a walk near the park.I left a note on the fridge saying that I left early because of some school matters.

Hopefully my dad woke up first.He would understand

I reached the park and sat on one of the swings.I put out my phone and looked at my reflection on the screen.My eyes were as puffy as hell.It's like a bee bit both of my eyes.

I couldn't help but cry again.I took pity on myself.

-Harry-

We were in the park.Her favorite park.We were holding hands as we were walking.

She turned to me and took both my hands"I never wanted it to end like this,but take care." Sammy said.

She was wearing a beautiful red gown.

I was in a tux.

"What do you mean love?" I curiously ask

"Goodbye my love" She said.She slowly let go of my hand and as soon as she did she kissed me on my lips,then on my cheek.

She gracefully walked away and disappeared into the distance.

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"No !" I bolted up my bed.

"Freaky" I said to myself.

I just shook it off.I looked at the clock and it was just 6:05 am.I didn't feel like going to school today.

I chose not to,but I really don't have a choice.I changed and left.

I was curious about my dream.I wanted to pass the longer route to school.I passed the park.

I slowly walked towards the park.

From the distance I see Sammy.

She was crying again.

I walked passed the swings.

I slowly walked backwards.

I sat on the swing next to her.I took of my coat put it on her.

"Whoever you are,you better leave ! I look like a mess..." She said with a certain anger and sadness in her voice.

"It's ok,it's me" I say as nicely as possible.

She looked up to me and I saw Sammy's face was not the same.Her eyes all puffed up.Her nose red.Her skin so pale.It was even paler than usual.

"Aww come here" I said,offering a hug.Thankfully she accepted.

She let go of the hug and let her head rest on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry aboutyesterday." I whisper into her ear"

"I love you...as a best friend would you accept my apology ?"

She just frowns and started to stand up from her swing.I pulled her back down on to her seat.

I put my hand on her forehead.She had a temperature.It was quite high.

"What's wrong,why are you so sad sunshine ?"

"It's be-be-because of my niece Isabelle" she sobbed.

"What happened ? Come on I'm your wall."

"She's sick...and dying."

"Well you are too,you know." I said

her head arises from my shoulder

"What ?" She spoke,but I could barely hear it.

I couldn't help myself.She was so imperfect at that exact moment,but I still did it.I kissed her.

I let go.

"Now to take you home."

I stood up from my swing and offered her a piggy back ride.

"No I'm too heavy." She stubbornly said

"No of course not ! We used to do this before,what's the difference now ?"

"Fine!"

She hopped on my back and she fell asleep on me back.I carried her to my house.I opened the door and quietly walked up the stairs.

I bumped into Gemma.

"What the...who the hell is ... Sam ?" She had a weird looking face when she was unsure.

I nodded and just entered my room.

I laid her down on my bed.Her pale skin,and everything else what made her look sick bothered me.

I went downstairs to find medicine.

As soon as I reached my room again she was awake.She was staring out the window again looking into the distance.

"Go back to sleep." I demanded.

"Ugh...I need to go to school."She stubbornly said.

"No back to bed sunshine !"

"Don't say that when I look all gloomy,and ugly."

"No,you're beautiful.Now go back to sleep."

"Fine"She said with a noticeable blush.

She went straight to sleep.

I didn't bother to go to school anymore.I had to take care of her.

I stared at her as she was fast asleep.She seemed so stressed.Her body was so tensed.I took a good look at her face.Her face was in a really worried frown.

I sat on the side of the bed and touched her forehead with my pointer finger,and her face lost tension.

I think I liked her more that I actually liked Juliana.I think I was falling.One foolish move and I could lose her,but I'll take risks.

What I was going to do was harmless.She won't hear it.She's asleep.There's nothing to loose.

I leaned over her ear and whispered."I love you,and I think I mean it."