Stigma || Kim Namjoon

45

I still remember every scene that occurred that day.
We went back home and closed the door behind us.
'Baby we should pack our things and leave.'
You said as you walked up to me grabbing my shirt.
I held your hands that were still gripping my shirt.
'Soo Yun, calm down.' I said quietly.
Tears started streaming down your face.
'Namjoon, please listen to me. If you listened to me before we wouldn't have gotten caught.' You told me.
'But if we run away and get caught we'll be punished even more.
I'll try my best to get you out because you have nothing to do with this.' I told you.

'You told me that we won't get caught and we did. Let's go and leave everything behind us.
We can start a new life somewhere far away from these people.' You said as you were crying even harder than before.
I sighed and then agreed. 'Let's only take our essentials and pack lightly.'
You nodded and I wiped your tears. 'I don't want to see those tears again. Ok?'
You smiled weakly and nodded. We packed our things and left.
You said that we'll tell your parents later because we didn't have time.
I didn't argue.
I wanted you to say your farewells
but at the same time we didn't have time.

'I really want to tell them that I'm leaving but I know that they'll be sad if I get caught again.' You said.
I remember thinking to myself that 'Soo Yun is smart and mature.'
You mean the world to me Soo Yun.
I love you.

To: Soo Yun
From: Namjoon
September/2/1941