𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲||bsd x male reader

Luck

"I Shall be with you no matter what. For you had saved me once, I'm your devoted follower"

"Don't, my heart is consumed by a burning rage. I shall only offer you my hatred"

"What can I do to change your mind, dear? Make that burning heart of yours yearn for me"

"...F-"

Y/N woke up gasping, catching air his strained expression from the dream he had experienced. Made his stomach dropped, his expression turned sour when he felt his body sweat again. He gripped his hair tightly using his left hand to make him fully wake. Using pain always works

'That dream again....'

He wobbly stand up as he remembers that today is the day the Guild will show their presence. He walked to his kitchen and made himself a coffee
the hot water steam kissed his skin, a pain of warmth that didn't bother him at all. His thoughts are full of ways to survive another scene from this story. He, the author, should know how to save everyone

He carefully sipped his hot coffee, and he savoured the bitter taste that touched his tounge he swallowed with a content sigh. The caffeine fully waking him up, he can feel his heart beat faster

Finishing his coffee, he took a bath with cold water, he lay in his bathtub, looking up from the ceiling with a solemn expression. His eyes full of bewildered after the dream, he felt a sudden nostalgia remembering the words of someone.Thats just looks like him, his head ache when he tried to remember the face of the man who promised to save him. Deja vu, that's what he felt when he dreamed

He shook his head, he finished bathing himself with an aching feeling his heart consumed. Right now, he should worry about the guild

And Fyodor Dostoevsky

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He sat comfortably on his seat, his focus on his laptop and workpapers he needed to finish. It's the Agency money problems

But Dazai is just an impatient guy

"Come on, Y/N! Our date was ruined by those scums lets have another date again" Dazai is on his knees looking up to Y/N with desperation, his heart fluttered how his face looks more beautiful each passing days. He also admired how he sighed with his brows furrowed, looking down at him like he's a degenerate man

"Dazai, my schedule this two weeks is already full. I'm sorry, but we have to schedule our date next month. Have patience. " Y/N eyes looked at his hazel ones whos shining brightly as if he had seen a goddes in front of him. Y/N mentally groaned, reason, is the man infront of him. He hated how he couldn't read Dazai. He couldn't understand him. But who does? No matter how Y/N and Dazai hang out, theres just something about Dazai that made him feel something whenever they're alone

Uneasiness

Y/N is used to people surrounding him bare naked, not literally, but rather bare naked in mind. He knows their personality, weaknesses, and loved ones' past,the present, and future

But Dazai was different, he wraps his mind in white whool  that Y/N couldn't stain and cut, his No longer human ability scares him

He thanked the stars that Dazai is not an enemy

"Then can I sleep at your place tonight!?" He asked eagerly. People inside the Agency are used to Dazai flirting with you so they didn't stop him. You can handle a man like Dazai

"If I said yes, you won't  bother me?" Dazai quickly stood up, nodding

Y/N gave up and let him have his way