𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲||bsd x male reader

Sanctuary

Y/N is currently having tea with Fyodor, but his hands are still cuffed. It seems like Fyodor still doesn't trust him enough. Y/N wondered why Fyodor would suddenly invite him to his tea times. He never did that before

His eyes caught the sight of another tall man with long white hair, his name.....

That was weird

Y/N couldn't read the person at all. It seems like to Y/N it was just another difficult person he couldn't read. But why

Y/N can't read Dazai because of his ability

Y/N can't read Fyodor because he had lived so long that his ability wouldn't work to see his past present and more futures to come

But this person he couldn't

Just why

Y/N ignored the aching feeling and shook his head his focus going back to his fiance Fyodor who just filled him in on what happened

"So a cannibalizing Ability to kill one of them huh? Why not use my ability?" Y/N showed his most fakest smile he could do

"You are willing?" Y/N closed his eyes nodding with a hm

"Then" Fyodor leaned his head on his hand with his sadistic smirk

"Kill Fukuzawa"
Fyodor handed him a pen to write it on his hands

"Okay"

Y/N wrote quickly the name of his father and his death

He wrote

"Fukuzawa Yukichi will stab himself"

Y/N showed his palm to Fyodor, Fyodor expression didn't change still having the smirk

He was excited, he couldn't believe it would be this easy

"Thee can't resist destiny"

'Y/N, having you means we have a god on my side, without you I don't know what would happen'

They stayed silent for three minutes, but Y/N was not surrounded by the white light whenever he used his ability

Fyodor eyes slowly widen as his hand shakes. He can't believe it

Y/N ability didn't work

"Fyodor, this is bad" Y/N's voice shakes he grabs his hair harshly, grabbing it until it hurts him, his smile completely gone. His fake act convinced Fyodor

He suddenly remembered what [they] said after he rejected [their] offer

'I'll take the most important thing in your life'

"I can't use my ability"

Fyodor let out a sigh, but he was not disappointed he was in bliss. Y/N will not be wanted by others anymore if he stays unworthy

Yes, Fyodor thinks that his ability is great and godly. But he also thinks Y/N being vulnerable and always awaiting his help made him feel pleasure all over his body

Just thinking of Y/N crying and begging for him to save him turned him on

"I'm sorry Fyodor I guess I'm useless" Y/N's brows furrowed faking a small tear coming out in his eyes

Fyodor shook his head, immediately denying his words

"No, Y/N you are not useless. Stay confident for me, okay?" Fyodor showed his lovesick smile again. It almost made Y/N gag, but Y/N forced himself to talk

Y/N wiped the tears nodding his head, thinking of a way to lie about his ability suddenly gone

"Then why? Why can't I use my ability?" Y/N put his hand on his chin