overtime- ashtray

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"What to that party?" Ash stiffened, tapping his fingers on Felicity's waist. 

"Well, I assume so yeah" Fee turned to meet his eyes. "You not coming?"

Ash shook his head with a hint of disgust, gesturing that he definitely wasn't going.

"Why the look?"

"It's like a out of town party, me and Fez don't go to them. You know, people from other towns come and shit." Ash scoffed. "That's why your not going."

Fee side eyed him, furrowing her brows. "What do you mean I'm not going?"

"Because I'm not gonna be there if anything happens, why would you wanna go anyways?" Ash played with her hair distracting her from the question.

"Why wouldn't I wanna go, it's a party duh?"

Ash put his hand over her mouth. "Yeah but there's always a next time. When I am going."

Fee scoffed, rolling over releasing her self from his grasp. She told him she was going to go and let Maddy know that the girl would be going by herself with no company. Fee emphasised the words alone and by herself in hope Ash would feel sympathetic. But no. 

Maddy instantly wasn't happy with his decision, swearing and cursing. "Well Fee if he is like this now after one kiss, then can you imagine what he's like when your together?"

Maddy made a really good point. What would he be like? Fee couldn't help buy dwell on Maddy's statement. Fee didn't want to be controlled and mess about like she didn't have rights to do things but he did. She was confident and better than that, she was going to that party tomorrow night even if that meant she had to lie to Ashtray.

"True" Fee bit her lip, calculating ideas. "Here, how about I say you didn't wanna go anymore because I wasn't going and then I will tell him its a girl night in. Then he won't suspect anything. 

Maddy cringed at the idea. "This is some like movie type shit." 

"Well do you wanna go or not, I don't want to turn around and tell him I'm going. Who knows what he will do, keep me captive?"

Both the girls laughed at Fee's joke, that was clearly over exaggerated. Fee gave Maddy a quick kiss on the cheek before making her way back to the bedroom where she met Ashtray sat on  the end of her bed. 

"Well, Maddy decided that she doesn't want to go anymore and that were just going to have a um, girls night in." Fee tried to hold the cringe at the 'girls night in'.

Ash quickly stood up looking down on her, his breath was minty from the gum he had been chewing all evening. "Okay, good" Ash lent over placing a light kiss on her cheek.

Her stomach did backflips at the feeling, her face clearly heating up. Ash smirked at the sight, acknowledging such a small thing can have such a big effect on her. 

"Okay, good" She smiled at him. Fee felt a shit ton of guilt for lying to him, but at the same time. They weren't serious, right? He shouldn't have a say in what she does and doesn't do. "Ash what is this? Like what are we?" 

"Whatever you want us to be." He walked into the washroom, closing the door behind him, the sound of the shower turning on.

Fee stood there speechless, in utter confusion. 

Time went by and Ash stepped out the bathroom, in grey joggers that sagged a little at his waist and a white t-shirt. Fee dazed at him, he not only looked good but he smelt it.  "What?" He pestered. 

"Nothing" Fee quickly darted her eyes to something else in the room. 

He nodded making his way to her door where his jacket was hung on the back, reaching into his pocket pulling out a lighter and joint. Fee's eyes lit up. "You didn't tell me you had one"

"Yeah, I know c'mon" Ash sat down on her silk bedding lighting it.

The two spoke about Fee's work, the house and general stuff. The guilt really started to set about lying to Ash. She wanted to tell him about her and Maddy's plan but she kept reminding herself that it shouldn't concern him and what she does is up to her and only her. It was only soon Maddy came bursting into the room. "No invite, hm?" She looked pretty serious.

 Ash shook his head, assuming she smelt it from the other room before passing her the joint "Finish it."

Maddy thanked him in a short and abrupt manner, almost saying 'as you should BITCH'. Ash came and sat back down to next to Fee whispering in her ear. "It's okay I have more" Fee smiled still staring into the corner of her room. To high to function. 

Shortly after Maddy left leaving the two alone again. Fee played with Ashtray's fingers whilst she chatted to him about the most random things. "Ash?"

"Hm?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Do you like me, like not as you know a best friend? you ju-"

Ash cut me of, his lips crashed into mine. Hungry, yet passionate. Our lips danced the same dance, his hands working down to my waist, continuing the kiss. "Yeah I do Felicity" He breathed for air slightly mumbling his words. 

"Yeah, okay good." I chuckled, trying to hide my extremely red cheeks.

"What about you, do you like me not as a best friend" He responded mimicking me with a slight speck of a smile.

"Is is not obvious? Fee bantered with a wide smile across her face.

"I guess, I could aways tell you did. I just didn't want to move to soon and loose what we have. Y'know?" 

Fee nodded staring into the boys eyes, inhaling his scent. 

"Have you thought about my question yet?" 

FEES POV

Of course I had, I knew from the minute you asked me what I wanted and what I wanted us to be, but yet I am to afraid to say anything. I don't know whether it will make me cringe and want to die or smile. Ash is the person I have been looking for, he pays no attention to nobody but me and Fez. Doesn't find himself on problems with other boys. He was loyal and what we both needed for each over.

I still hadn't responded to his question instead I just stared right at him, not through him but at him.  

"Hm?" He pushed an answer out of me.

"what do you think?" I tried to avoid the straight up answer to afraid of the outcome. 

"I know what you think, I want you to say it" He grinned. 

"I am not saying when you already know" I responded defiantly 

Ash chuckled. "Okay, okay. Just because you want to be my girlfriend" 

"Ew never" I responded in a huff. 

AUTHORS NOTES

SORRY GUYS. I HAVE BEEN SO CAUGHT UP IN DRACO STORIES.... THERE THE BOMB I LOVE THEM. 

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