I N N O C E N T - A Sons Of Anarchy Fanfic

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Kateys p.o.v
As I drive back to my house Hap grunts in pain each time I go over a bump "please tell me you have some strong pain killers at home" he says and I nod "i should" he nods placing his hand on my leg i had called the hospital and told them that I couldn't come to work tonight  but in return I would be working the grave yard shift tomorrow which knew would kill me but tonight i was determined to get some answers, as I pull into the drive way I see someone on my door step and I freeze in place "oh no" I whisper looking at Happy he frowns "who's that Kate?" My worst nightmare god why does it feel like the world is against me "my ex" he frowns "he followed you here from L.A?" I  notice Robert walking to my car "honestly Happy last time I saw him I thought he got the message we were done"  he glares holes towards my ex I sigh "I'll get rid of him just wait here" he looks at me raising an eyebrow and I grab his hand "I'll get rid of him Happy"  I let go of his hand and slip out of the car as Robert walks over "There she is! I was starting to think you weren't coming home!" He goes to hug me and I take three steps back "Robert what are you doing here?" He frowns "your mum told me that I should stay here while I was visiting Charming, aren't you excited to see me?" Before I can answer Happy is climbing out of the car "no she's not" he says coldly  shooting daggers at him. Robert looks him up and down in disgust "and you are?"  I see Happy clench his jaw and I walk closer to him incase I needed to defuse the situation but Happy had other ideas as he grabbed me by the waist pulling me to his side wrapping his arm around my waist "her old man" he states with no waver in his voice  I  sigh knowing I didn't want an all out argument in my front lawn "Robert I think you should leave" he raises an eyebrow "your seriously not going to let me stay Katey?" I shake my head leaning into Happys touch "my mother lied to you ... again" he just looks between Happy and I as I try and drag the angry man inside.

What is wrong with my mother and Robert!

As I shut the front door Happy paces straight to the kitchen annoyance radiating off him as I hear the fridge open as he searches for a beer I run my fingers through my hair throwing my bag and keys on the hall table I shut my eyes and lean against a wall taking the moment in as I think "that's your ex?" I hear Hap and I look over at him "that's my ex" I say softly and he sighs leaning on the doorway taking a sip of his beer  before looking at me with a longing look tilting his head in the direction of the living room "cmon... it's time I give you some answers"

I sit cross legged on the couch facing Happy he hadn't said a word almost asthough he were figuring out where to start "growing up I didn't have an old man .. my Ma and I were pretty poor" he admitted making my heart swell "I was young and I was all we had so I would go to the dealers block and sell drugs to get us by" I frown he had to sell drugs to support his mother ... that crushed me for him, I had never worried about money growing up my parents always just had it and I was well aware even from a young age "one night this guy named will came up and punched me in the face so I pulled out a gun... my first gun actually, and I never bought bullets for that first gun ... I never thought I'd need them" I felt a shiver go up my spine "what happened when you pulled the gun out?" He chuckled sighing "he took my bluff and called me out, I had no bullets and her knew it so his crew jumped me stole my money, the drugs and handed the gun to the police I ended up in hospital and was arrested for gun and drug possession that was the first time I went to jail and I met Tig, he told me about the club and told me if anyone harassed me and my mum that the club would take care of them ... it was the first time I felt like someone was there to help" he chuckles taking a sip of his beer and I take this opportunity to ask a question "so what happened to will?" His face gets dark and he looks at me "if I scare you I'll leave" he says coldly and I feel my chest tighten I nod quickly not trusting my voice to not waver and he looks away as he continues as if his scared to see my reaction "when I got out I tried to stay behaved, going to prison scared the shit out of my mum and I didn't want to leave her alone like that again so that dickhead Will harassed me and my mum until one day I had enough, I came home one night to my mum screaming apprently while I was locked up he took it soon himself to provide protection for her but it was protection from himself if she paid him he would leave her alone if she didn't..." he went silent and jaw clenches "he was standing over the top of her when I got home, he beat her to a bloody pulp while his friend watched and seeing my mum like that so hurt I couldn't handle it I grabbed an axe and caved there heads in and I didn't stop until they stopped moving" I feel a bit of shock run through me.

Happy had just admitted to me that his a killer.

Killer

Killah

At the clubhouse a few of the boys called him Killah. I look at him "what do you do for the club Happy?" He sighs looking at me worriedly almost as if he didn't want to tell me "I'm the clubs enforcer" I frown "the what?" He frowns looking at the ground "if someone needs to be taken care of they send me"  A million thoughts ran through my mind.
Happy was a murderer.
A hit man!

After five minutes of silence he reaches out to grab my hand making me flinch as I see hurt wash across his face  he pulls his hand away with a frown "Katey I would never hurt you" he says quietly and look down at my hands  I think deep down I knew he wouldn't I was just processing what I had been told and then I think of the times he had shown up with blood on his shirt.

I instantly felt overwhelmingly sick as I get up and run to the bathroom  to throw up.
It took Happy two seconds to appear behind me and holding my hair back "fuck baby are you okay?" He asks and I  cough as I stop vomiting "I'm fine" I whisper  it was quiet for a few more minutes before he spoke again "do you want me to leave?"  I feel a pang in my heart.. did I want him to leave? "No" I say softly looking at him I didn't want him to go... as bad as it sounded this was the first time in my life that I felt like a guy had seen me as much as I had seen him ... I've never experienced a relationship like mine and Happys where I get excited and feel butterflies like a teenager and maybe it was the danger of the fact that he was everything my mother would hate that made me love him  but he was intoxicating whenever he was around me and it was addictive.

"Please stay"