I N N O C E N T - A Sons Of Anarchy Fanfic

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Kateys p.o.v
I stare at the pregnancy test in Gemma's hands too scared to touch it.
There was no way this way happening right now, I'm in no way near ready to be a mother Gemma smiles softly "Katey it's okay, I could be wrong"  she was right .. she could be wrong but in this moment I  wasn't so sure.

Happy and I had never bothered with condoms and as stupid as it sounds it never came up in conversation and let's face it the pill only works 99% of the time and right now I felt like I was that 1%  god I'm a doctor how could I be so naive!

After a moment I take the test off her and look at it in my hands before I look at Gemma taking a deep breath to calm my nerves "I'll be back" I say quietly walking to my office bathroom and closing the door.
I pace the bathroom trying to psych myself out to take the test but all I could think about was the downfall.

With everything happening at the moment I don't even think now would be the right time to have a baby. I look at myself in the mirror and my eyes flicker to my stomach and place my hands on my stomach and frown.
Would Happy even want a child? Or would he leave me?

I sigh biting the bullet and I sit on the toilet to take the test before placing the cap on it and washing my hands I had to wait 3 minutes so I leave the test in the bathroom and walk out to Gemma who looks at me and smiles softly "how'd you go?" Before I can reply my door opens and Margret walks in "Kate- oh hello Mrs Teller"  Gemma rolls her eyes "red"  Margret looks at me trying to compose herself and she looks between Gemma and I "I hope I'm not interrupting?" She looks at me with concern "actually you are, family issues" Gemma states not giving Margret much wiggle room and usually I would excuse myself from Gemma to have the chat with my boss but today I was greatful for Gemma's lie "oh um okay, I'll talk to you in the morning then .. my office at 8am?" I nod "of course I'll see you then" she looks between Gemma and  I again before leaving  and I sigh "thanks for that" she nods sighing "that uptight bitch is always trying to drag Tara off too" she says and I  shake my head "no Margret's fine really I just ... my mind isn't with it today" Gemma nods and I look at the time.
It had been three minutes.

I walk to the basin where I had left the test and my heart skipped a beat as I seen two pink lines "so?" Gemma calls out from the office but I was frozen for a moment before my hand flew to my stomach and and looked at it.

I was pregnant. I had a baby in my stomach.

I walk to Gemma in shock and she frowns "oh shit darling are you okay?" I nod and sit on the couch in my office taking a moment to collect my thoughts"I'm pregnant" I whisper in shock and Gemma jumps out of her chair "congratulations mum!" 

I was terrified.

That night I sat in my house packing boxes in the kitchen.
I had to distract myself and since I had to move packing boxes was the perfect distraction. But unfortunately the thoughts keep swimming around. I couldn't believe I was having a baby!
What would Happy say?
Would he be mad?
Would he want me to get an abortion?

More importantly what did I think?
I knew I wouldn't get an abortion it wasn't in my nature personally but could I handle being a single mother if he didn't want the baby?
It takes two to tango ... and tango we did but that didn't necessarily mean that he wanted a child.

I huff and close the box I was packing and scrawling kitchen' across the top of the box as I hear my phone ping I throw the marker to the table and walk to my phone to read the text.

'In the middle of it.
Don't wait up x - Hap'

Great more time with my thoughts...without a second thought I grab my phone dialling my brothers number.
The only downfall to not living in L.A was not being able to see my brother wherever I felt like it

"Hey sis what's up?" Andrew's voice came through making me smile "just needed to hear a familiar voice" I say with my voice cracking "hey what's going to Katey what happened" I sigh looking around the house "so much Andrew.. I can't sleep and Happy isn't going to be back till late...Robert showed up to my house the other day and I punched him I broke my hand and he broke his nose" I hear my brother curse and I smile sadly "Happy attacked him at the hospital and I had to get his brothers there to break it up" My brother sighs "Katey your supposed to be the one that stays away from drama" I scoff "thank our mother" he chuckles "I should've known... look I'm gonna come see you Katey you hang in there kid" I frown "Drew you don't have to-" he cuts me off "Katey I'm visiting no arguing.. I just have a meeting tomorrow with dad in the morning but after that I'm all yours, you can show me what Charming is actually about since you have a broken hand and can't work" I roll my eyes smiling "your the best" he chuckles "what are big brothers for"

I crawl into bed at 2am with a million questions still running through my mind but I had one main thought. How was I going to tell Happy?

Authors note
Hey guys it's been a minute!
Recently I've been so busy and had so much going on from work to personal life I feel like I'm constantly running around 🤣

But I'm still here and I promise this story is continuing!

Thank you for the continued support, I'll try to update again tomorrow !!