Chapter 9 - Wasn't a part of the scenario
-Clary's POV-
"Hi , we don't expect seeing you two here." Brooklyn said as I just smile at Anne and Mike .
"We aren't either , especially seeing you two all lovey dovey in the park." Mike said chuckling a bit .
"What , we're not like that . We were just having a lunch and decide to go over to the park." I said as I fake a laugh , just go with it .
"Oh really because it seems like you two are so in love that you guys don't even care about whose around." Anne said as she roll her eyes jokingly .
Brooklyn and I just laugh along , oh how sweet . The awkward moment is when I know that it wasn't a part of the scenario , we weren't faking that it's us having fun . Looking like a couple whose madly in love is clearly not something that we intended .
"Oh by the way , where's Cassie ?" I ask Mike as I glance at Brooklyn , I know he's mentally thanking me . God why the hell I always ending up helping him .
"She's with her mom , her mom wanted Cassie to help her go shopping I guess." Mike said and I nod at him .
"Ughh , Mike I just got a text from mom and she said that she needs us home now." Anne said to her brother as she rolled her eyes completely annoyed with her mom .
"Let's go then , Bye guys ! See you guys later !." Mike said as he wave goodbye and Anne did the same , I wave back at them and Brooklyn practically did the same .
As they slowly disappear we just stand there awkwardly in silence .
"Um so do you want to go home now ?" He asks breaking the silence .
"Brooklyn I think you really need to get over Cassie." I said bluntly , crap it just slip out of my mouth . I think deep inside I really feel the urge to tell him , maybe somehow help him and save his friendship .
"What ? Are you jealous ?" He said as he bitterly chuckle at me . Okay here's the thing , if I stop this right here he will dislike me more than he already is and probably think I'm a freak that can even make up her mind and just can mind her own business . And if I continue this by how bitter his respond is , there's like 99% chance he'll end up hating me and mad at me . But also there's 1% chance that he'll listen to me and realize it .
Which one should I do ?
"No I'm not jealous , is just ... " I start as I gulp , crap what should I say . "Brooklyn Mike is her boyfriend , and Mike happens to be your best friend since forever you told me that . So I really don't think it's worth it if you two ending up hating each other just because this Cassie thing."
Crap I just choose the second option . Let's just wish the 1% chance would work out ?
"That's why you're here Clary , to cover everything so Mike doesn't have to know." He said as he rolled his eyes at me .
"No I know that , but you shouldn't liking your mate's girlfriend it's not right . I'm here to save your ass from that one incident but trust me if Mike get suspicious again he won't believe you." I said to him because I know that's true .
"You don't understand Clary , I like Cassie even before Mike is dating her so don't you make me the bad guy here." Brooklyn said clearly upset on me .
"I don't think you get my point here." I said annoy that he just don't want to open up his mind .
"No you're the one who doesn't get the point here , Clary . You can't ask me to suddenly erasing my feeling towards someone that I like since forever , you can't ." He snap as he tense up , completely ignoring that we're in a park right now .
"You don't understand how much it sucks for not having a best friend , I'll tell you now so you won't end up like me Brooklyn . Trust me when I said it's sucks for not having someone that will always be there for you , it sucks for not having someone that you could trust and share everything in your life. So I just hope you'll stop liking your best friend's girlfriend before you screw everything up."
I said as I completely saying what I hold inside me . He is so stubborn , I just wish if he could somehow open up his ears and listen to me .
"That is your pathetic life , I have nothing to do with it . Don't you understand ? Just back the fuck off , you have no right to tell me what to do . Who are you , my mom ? You're just some girl with pathetic life that can't seems to mind her own business." He snaps .
Oh , that one hurts . He's right I have nothing to do with what happens in his life , I'm just some girl with pathetic life that can't seems to mind her own business . Yeah , he's right .
"You know what , you're right I'm no one to tell you that . You can continue what the hell you're doing right now and just forget I ever said that , because you're right I'm no more than just some girl with pathetic life that can't seems to mind her own business." I said as I feel my eyes start to watering .
I turn around and walk away from him , fasten my steps from usually I can't bear seeing anyone right now I just can't . I know in any seconds I'll burst into tears , God bless this park is not far from my home .
I should've known it , I shouldn't say it in the first place . I don't have right to tell him what to do . Who is he again ? Oh he's Brooklyn freaking Beckham what made me think that I can tell him what to do when I just ... some girl with pathetic life that can't mind her own business .
But at least now I know what he really think about me , I know the truth . It's okay to know the ugly truth than believing in the beautiful lies .
I open my front door house hoping my mom won't be in the living room . As I tip toe my way inside , I mentally thank God that my mom isn't in the living room right now . I reach the stairs quietly not really feeling to deal with my mom right now , knowing she'll ask me a bunch of things . As I finally in my bedroom , I close the door quietly trying to not making any sound . I take off my converse , and just put it in the floor .
I throw myself in my bed , not really bother to change my clothes . I hate Brooklyn , I hate him . I know my life is miserable but did he know that I don't need a reminder . All I wanted to do was helping him but it turns out like this . Guess I shouldn't have care about him in the first place , I should've just take care of myself .
Stupid Clary . I should've known that the 1% chance wouldn't work out anyways .
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(A/N)
Very not sure about this chapter :( is it bad ? sorry if so .
anywhooo , this chapter is dedicated to niyahope yayy because first comment on this story :' thankyou it means a lot having someone comment on my story :) also a huge thankyou to her that she also votes ;)
One more thing , anyone have any ideas who should be playing Clary ?
Oh I decide to cast Cody Christian Allen as Mike :)) you might know him as Mike Montgomery from PLL yeah he's Mike too I know ,I'm a huge fan . I know that he is like 4 years older than Brooklyn but he looks younger than he already is so I guess he'd fit Mike pefectly :))
Let's pretend he still looks like the pic of him on the side for this story.
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