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Ch.32 - Romantic Fiction

Chapter 32 - Romantic Fiction

-( C l a r y ' s  P O V )-

After having the unexpected meeting with the 'love bird' we decided to just go back to my house . We both suddenly didn't feel the mood of being in the same park with the both of them .

Maybe seeing they laugh at each other with the way they look with each other as in couple-likey way . No , just no .

So yeah we decided to just go home .

I know I may be exaggarating right now saying that they are love bird and stuffs . But I can't help it , it feels like I can't even think logically now .

It feels like my heart took over my brain .

So let's just drop it that way . That Brooklyn might or not still in love with Cassie and Cassie just announce that all of this time she's actually in love with Brooklyn . So vice versa .

I think it's all about time .

While me ? I don't even know how about me .

After walking that feels like I just walked around every part of London we finally get in front of my house . The park and my house is not far , but walking by drowning in your own thoughts surely tiring and full of misery .

Anne didn't speak much this time , it looks like something still bothering her about Cassie and Brooklyn . If it's another day then I'll definetely ask her right away .

But today ... I just can't bear another talking about the both of them . I can't even bear my own thoughts how am I going to listen to her thoughts now .

I can see my mother car parked so I know that my mom is home right now . Great . Let's just hope she won't notice my mood changes today . Because I don't know why but I can't help it . I'll be constantly grumpy all day , and it's always noticeable .

"Mom I'm home." I said as we both enter my house , I can hear my mon saying 'come here' from the kitchen . So we make our way straight to the kitchen .

"Hello Mrs.Leighton." Anne greets my mom with a grin in her face as my mom kindly smile back at her .

"Oh Hello Anne , good to see you today . By the way where did you two go ?" My mom said whilst she unpacked things from the plastic bag that I guess from the grocery shopping she just did .

"We just went to the park." I said and she nods and smile at us again . "Mom me and Anne will be upstairs in my room."

I said not wanting to deal with my mom right now , we both make our way to my room with Anne following from behind . As we both in my room I close the door and sit down on my bed .

"Clary can I ask you something ?" Anne said with an unreadable expression on her face , she looks dead serious right now . But I can't really tell , since I never even saw she's being serious .

"What is it Anne ?" I said getting closer to her , she looks at me but I can't really tell what's on her mind .

"Do you like Brooklyn or not ?" Her voice come softer this time , like she's doubting herself . I stare at her blankly .

Now come this question , I never really admit it to someone else . Even to my closest person , my best friend . Do I like him or not ?

My thoughts crumble into a chaotic one , it feels like my head is spinning on and on . It's just a simple question the answer is only yes or no , but yet I couldn't think of that one word . I just can't say it .

"Can we please stop talking about this ?" I said getting up from my bed and go to my night stand table to pick up a few elastics . I can't look at her now , I'm afraid of my own reaction and expression .