Chapter 31 - Let it be (please read the author note)
-(C l a r y ' s P O V)-
"Brooklyn ? Cassie ?" Anne said which is coming out more like a question , clearly drawing her confusion even tho it's obvious that the creatures standing in front of us are Brooklyn and Cassie .
They were laughing at each other just right before Anne greets them . Please don't tell me they already forget about Mike .
Brooklyn stood there frozen literally not expecting to meet us here , while Cassie smiles brightly at us as if she doesn't have any problems in the world .
"Oh hi ! Anne , Clary !" Cassie greets back cheerfully while Brooklyn just stood there with an expression that I can't tell exactly . He doesn't look at me nor Anne either , basically he just staring straight in to nothing .
"Wow I'm not expecting to meet you guys here." Cassie said laughing a little . I'm not sure about how I look right now , it feels uncontrollable . I'm just hoping that my madness towards Brooklyn does not show from my expression right now .
Oh I can't believe I just admit that ...
Yeah maybe I'm mad at him , I mean we kissed and he told me stuffs , it's not my fault if he made me think that he likes me . And it's not my fault either if I like him , if I fell for him .
It's totally normal if I'm mad at him right ? Imagine if you thought that you were actually important to someone , until they made clear that you actually ... not that important .
"Well yeah , me too . I mean totally not expecting you're with Brooklyn . Wow , guess that you're faster than my wifi." Anne said totally don't care about Cassie .
I try to hold my laughter not wanting to burst in to laughter at this very awkward moment . Anne you're seriously the true mvp .
I really can't believe she just said that in front of Cassie .
Cassie expression turn in to a frown not expecting that kind of answer from Anne , but she quickly recover that and laugh a little as if what Anne said does not insult her and just a joke . Even tho Anne's expression does not show that she's joking .
"Ugh well we're not what you think." Brooklyn quickly said in an awkward tone and Anne rolled her eyes . Oh my God Anne , when she said she doesn't care now I'm sure that she means it .
"Well duh , have I ever said something that I think you both are ?" She said and I let out a chuckle this time , I just can't hold it this is getting more and more funnier .
Brooklyn blinks quickly shocken by what Anne had just said , he must be thinking what to say right now . While Cassie's smile finally disappear from her face .
"Ugh well I'm just -" Brooklyn starts but when I glance at Anne I know that this is just the time that I need to end this .
"Ugh okay okay we get it , so sorry but we have something to do right now . So excuse us , bye !" I cut off Brooklyn and drag Anne from them . I saw Anne's expression and I knew it that she will throw a long ass speech to Cassie if I didn't drag her from there .
She looks furious and conpletely annoyed . She even folds her arms in front of her chest , and that attitude just screams 'madness' at me .
I can't let her explode in here , let's prevent a fight that may trigger between Anne and Cassie . That will definitely cause another problem that I'm sure not going to end up good for us .
"What are you doing ? I'm not finish yet." She rambles while I drag her by the hand to get as far as possible from the both of them . I keep walking faster and Anne has no choice but to follow my pace .
"I know Anne , I know." I sad simply . She rolled her eyes at me as I slow down because Cassie and Brooklyn are now nowhere to be seen . My steps now become slower until I decide to stop as we reach outside of the park .
"That bitch oh God I need to say my thoughts to her , she needs to know how to calm her tits and-"
"You're talking non sense." I said to cut her off and shakes my head at how funny she sounds right now .
She looks really annoyed right now , and angry might I add .
She stops talking for a few seconds probably thinking about what just happened back there , processing all of it . And I let her be .
A few minutes of silence is maybe what we need .
Brooklyn finally get what he wants oh God , I should've be happy for him and for myself . Mike and Cassie broke up , no fake girlfriend anymore .
He gets what he wanted and I get what I wanted , not to be bothered by him anymore . I can just forget about all of the things that had happened and move on .
But why did it feels wrong right now ?
Is it because I fell for him ? Can I move on from him ?
"Ahh I just hate her , you know." She huffs and frown at me while I just shake my head at her . I chuckle at her words , I don't hate her because in my case it's not really her fault .
But I hate Brooklyn for sure , he ditch me just like this ? Oh how nice of him .
But maybe I should just hate myself , it's my fault that I fell for him . I should not have .
Why is it so complicated ? Fuck it .
"Yeah I know , it's fine." I said to her , we both now standing outside the park not in the mood to be in the same park as Brooklyn and Cassie . "But you can't do anything about it , just let it be."
"About my brother ? Yes I let it be . It happened anyway . But about you ? No I can't ." She rambles again and I raised one eyebrow at her questioning what she means .
"What about me ?"
"Brooklyn of course ! I can't let her take away your boyfriend ." She rambles in a frown and I rolled my eyes at her .
Oh if only she knew how I feel about Brooklyn right now .
"Well it's fine , he's not my boyfriend . I'm fine." I said to her in a confincing tone that I can possibly do .
Well , maybe I'm not fine .
But that's okay , because it's okay not to be okay . Right ?
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(A/N)
So there will only one or two chapters left and this book finally end :' oh God I love writing this book .I'm thinking about publishing a new book that I have been planning and it's going to be about Brooklyn too . And hopefully will be better than 'Reality' because I'll plan all of the plots before starting to write hehee
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