Chapter 21 - the truth
-(B r o o k l y n ' s P O V)-
I got rejected .
Wow I didn't think I'd be this sad and disappointed , maybe because it was her .
Clary .
Clary rejected me .
I thought she likes me back , I mean after all of what we've been through it's unbelievable if one of us was just faking it .
I like her , I fall for her . When I first met her never in a million years I thought I'd fall for her . She's just a regular girl , but to me she isn't anymore . That's just something about her that I can't describe but I can feel it whenever I'm around her , and I highly adore that side of her .
She didn't swoon over me just because I'm Brooklyn Beckham , the eldest son of the most famous parents in the world . One more point that I like about her .
Hell she even likes pissing me off .
But now guess what , it's all over she doesn't like me back .I was wrong , she doesn't feel the same about me .
I shouldn't have tried to kiss her , I don't know what I was thinking back there . But in that very moment I can't help it , she is just so irresistible .
Stupid move , Brooklyn .
But look at the bright side , at least now I know what she felt about me . At least now I can't fall deeper for her because we're not going to spend time alone anymore . Even tho I'm sure I already did .
What happened with Cassie is different from Clary . I liked Cassie because she's beautiful , kind , funny , which is basically just what she looks , I liked what she shows me , I never dig deeper into herself . Whilst Clary , I didn't fall for her look . Yes she's beautiful , but it's not just that . I'm sure of that .
I like her personality , after we spent so many times I realized that I fell for her . I don't know ... damn it , I couldn't even explain what I like about her . I don't know ... I just really really like her .
I'm currently laying on my couch right now , mum is taking Harper and Cruz to somewhere that I don't really care at this moment . Romeo's probably in his room playing video games , and dad went out with some of his friends .
That's leave me , laying on the couch flicking through the tv's channels looking if I can find something interesting . Nothing really interests me right now . This might sounds cliche , but this whole Clary thing really ruin my mood since yesterday .
I just really want to see her , and hear her voice . Okay I sound like a very desperate and pathetic boy .
*Ring ring*
I pick up my phone from the table , seeing the caller I.D.
'Seb'
I hesitate before pressing answer , talking to Seb wouldn't be that bad .
"Hello." I greet sternly .
"Hello mate , what are you up to ?" Seb asks he sounds happy which is like the very opposite of me right now .
"Nothing , just home." I replied sternly earning a light chuckle from him .
"Woah , you're not with your very lovely girlfriend ?" Seb squeal and I felt like I'm choking on air when he said the term 'girlfriend' . If only he knows .
"Clary ?" I said surprising myself that I actually managed to say her name . "Honestly I don't think I'd get spending time with her anymore."
"What's that supposed to mean ?" Seb asks , he sounds worried . Those words just slipped out of my mouth , I guess my mind really need to get this out off my chest and talking to someone really going to help me .
"We kind of ... umm over." I hesitantly said to him . whatever happen I still can't tell him that she was just my fake girlfriend , that would ruin anything right ? Whatever screw it .
"What ? What happened ?" Seb asks , I really don't know how to start this . Seb knows that I used to have crush on Cassie but he thinks I'm over her since Cassie's with Mike , bro code .
"Um Seb , there's something I need to tell you." I said deciding to just tell him , he would understand .
"Okay , you know you can always talk to me." Seb said making me more sure to just tell him .
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"But whatever we had back then it's over , she doesn't even feel the same way." I said after I told him the story since the 'fake dating' thing and 'fell for her' thing . Cliche .
"Woah , Brooklyn." that's all he manages to say before I heard him chuckling . "man , that's so screw."
"I really don't need a reminder you know" I said rolling my eyes even tho he couldn't see me .
"Are you sure she doesn't like you ? Cause I've seen the two of you and wow either she's a really good actress or she's completely like you." Seb said and this time he sounds serious .
"Guess she's just a really good actress." I said and chuckle humorlessly .
"She's a great girl , Brooklyn . You two really suits each other ." Seb said and I let out a groan .
"Man you're supposed to make me feel better , you know tell me that I'm better without her stuffs." I squeal and I heard him chuckle .
"Sorry , I'm just telling the truth ." He said , once again so not helping me .
"Anyway why are you calling in the first place ?" I ask Seb , because he kind of never really got the chance to tell me .
"Oh I want to ask you if you want to have football practice ?" Seb said and a small smile appear on my face , I love playing football so maybe a little practice could help me feel better .
"Sure , just let me change first." I said as I get up from my lying position and just sit on the couch .
"Okay good , I'll call the others . Don't be late." He said as we exchange 'bye' and he finally hung up .
I get up from the couch and turn the off the tv before walking to the stairs . Just when I'm about to step on the stair , I swear I heard knocks on my door .
"Wait a minute." I shout as I groan and make my way back to my door . Seriously if this is one of my mum's friend I'll be so piss because my mum not even home .
I grab the door's knobs and twisting it , finally opening the door . To my surprise a girl with a very familiar figure is standing right in front of me .
I froze on my spot , literally feeling harder to breath at this very moment . My mind gone wild , overwhelmed by the tons of questions that start popping up in my head .
I clear my throat , swallowing whatever that makes me feel like choking . I probably should talk right now , on the count of three ...
Holy frickle , how am I going to survive this .
"Clary ?"
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